Why Do I feel discontent? When I think about my self in a realistic manner I can find the reasons to love my self and be content.It is weird I feel loved and think my going the right direction.

There are many reasons one might feel discontent. Ultimately it likely stems from an internal discomfort and imbalance. You are likely suffering from internal commentary which is potentially negatively affect your vision of reality. Your internal garden is possibly malnurished therefore your mind is painting your life as an ugly thing when in reality you have a great beautiful life. You see sometimes we become confused inside our minds and bodies and begin to feel discontent because of our low self esteem, because of our lack of internal love. I think in this situation ,that many people experience, you must patiently wait as your healing is in progress.