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AngelHS
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PathStep 19 Compassion hearts113 Forum posts20 Forum upvotes46 Current upvotes46 Age GroupAdult Last activeJune, 2026 Member sinceMay 5, 2015
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I just give up on happy
Relationship Stress / by AngelHS
Last post
 June 13th
...See more I give up. I thought I'd finally found my happiness after 10+ years of depression and this week has been like a knife, not just in my heart or back, but my life. Things have happened that have made me feel truly betrayed by my partner and my so called friend and this evening more things have come to light. I don't know what to think, what to believe, I just don't know what to do to exist anymore. Every ounce of trust I had for my partner and my friend has gone. I don't know where I go from here. I want to run, yet have nowhere to go, I want to fight but have no fight left. I'm just done.
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Where have all the real ones gone?
Friendship Support / by AngelHS
Last post
 June 13th
...See more Long story short, had a best friend for 20years. Which then for the last 7 of them, turned extremely toxic and manipulative. She is now and ex friend but now I find it almost impossible to trust 'friends'. Thought I'd found one though. Until tonight when I discovered secret, albeit innocent enough emails between her and my partner. The content was minor but the secret, discreet part of it has broken me. I'm not angry or upset. I just feel numb and betrayed. She told me over and over she wouldn't do anything to make me not trust her, then this. I feel like this is a massive kick from them both. I'm just done with friends.
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Wasted time?
Depression Support / by AngelHS
Last post
 April 24th
...See more I have always run here when I've needed help, needed support, needed someone to talk to, but recently I've felt as though I've been wasting my time. Listeners don't truly listen, they disappear when things get deep, some even try flirting and trying it on and connecting as though this is ***. Am I doing something wrong. Is this place for help and support or does no-one care anymore. I will always come here, I'll always recommend here but recently I've felt like it's not like it used to be. Does anyone genuinely want to help others anymore?
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Worst pain....
Depression Support / by AngelHS
Last post
 December 8th, 2025
...See more Whilst speaking with a listener I realised something.... People always ask...'What is the worst pain a human can experience?' I've realised, it's depression. Relieving the pain of depression isn't as easy as just taking a painkiller or two. It's soul crushing, debilitating, it's hurts in ways that are indescribable. For me toothache is a pain i wouldn't wish in anyone, but if it came down to toothache or depression, I'd take the toothache. How about everyone else...?
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Medication help
Depression Support / by AngelHS
Last post
 August 18th, 2025
...See more Ok. So I have battled depression for close to 16 years. (Funny that you can always recall exactly how long it's been huh) And 18months ago I started forgetting to take my antidepressants so I figured, I mustn't need them. Then I dropped HARD. Now my OG antid's aren't working for me, so as you depression pros know, it's a trial and error game. Finding the ones that work .. so I started a new one. I think they are making me worse and I ain't doing great. Please, can some of you remind me that it's about finding what works for you because I'm trying to fight and not succeeding.
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A quick vent
Depression Support / by AngelHS
Last post
 May 12th, 2025
...See more think I've probably posted something similar about just being tired with depression before, but when I'm at my worst I come to 7cups. And in total honesty I'm probably not even bothered if anyone reads this but I just have to vent and get it out. And this place has always been my place to go. I think I've said this before but how can you be so insanely happy yet depressed at the same time. I have no energy, no motivation, no pride, no urge, no want for anything. I don't want to feel this way anymore. I just need help
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Exhausted
Depression Support / by AngelHS
Last post
 March 8th, 2025
...See more I'm probably gonna write this thread to get it off my mind then hopefully fall asleep, but i need to say it 'out loud' to someone. I'm exhausted. I'm tired of being depressed. I've just had enough. For a few months I thought it was gone for good, but now it's back. I want to run away, I want to hide . I'm broken and don't know how to cope. I have come to 7cups to say it because 7cups is my support. My failsafe. I just don't want to be depressed anymore. How can you be so happy, but also depressed. I just don't know.
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Where is my post?
Self-Harm Recovery / by AngelHS
Last post
 August 25th, 2024
...See more I posted yet I can't find it????
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