I just give up on happy
I give up. I thought I'd finally found my happiness after 10+ years of depression and this week has been like a knife, not just in my heart or back, but my life. Things have happened that have made me feel truly betrayed by my partner and my so called friend and this evening more things have come to light. I don't know what to think, what to believe, I just don't know what to do to exist anymore. Every ounce of trust I had for my partner and my friend has gone. I don't know where I go from here. I want to run, yet have nowhere to go, I want to fight but have no fight left. I'm just done.
@AngelHS
I'm so sorry to hear this...
Please don't give up, someone out there loves you and you are just unaware of it..
Some people can be so disappointing, but you are a decent person i'm sure of it..🌲
@AngelHS
I understand you. I am going thru the same. I pray/hope you can gather your thoughts into a game plan that works for you. I am depressed, too. It's like living in mud.
I am here to talk. I also need to talk to someone that understand what I'm feeling.