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Aquxrius
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PathStep 4 Compassion hearts10 Forum posts12 Forum upvotes10 Current upvotes10 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2017 Member sinceSeptember 29, 2016
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I have "OCD tendencies"?
OCD & Related Behaviors / by Aquxrius
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 November 15th, 2016
...See more so i have very bad paranoia, and after explaining it to my therapist, she said that some of my actions sound like ocd. like, every time i get in my car i need to check the entirety of it to make sure nobody is inside. and whenever i enter my room, i must check under the bed and in my closet. even if i leave for a few seconds, i have to check again. another is i always look behind me multiple times when i'm entering a certain friends house (just one friend, i haven't done this with any others for some reason) i didn't get the chance to talk with her about it further and i don't know if i'm ever going to again. i don't know if it's ocd or just my usual paranoia. the actions are fairly recent; they've been happening for a few months, while the paranoia has been going on for much longer
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(tw) i can't go a day without thinking i'm going to die
Anxiety Support / by Aquxrius
Last post
 November 15th, 2016
...See more every day i have thoughts of violent ways i'm going to die. examples include: someone is waiting in my car to kidnap/kill me, someone will shoot through my bedroom window, people who don't like me will kill me, strangers will kill me, someone will break into my house, someone will hire a hitman on me, etc. i can't even live a normal life because i'm always terrified. i'm also afraid that i will just end my life because it will all become too much. i don't want to die. i want to be normal. i don't know what to do
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i'm repulsed by romantic relationships
Relationship Stress / by Aquxrius
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 November 9th, 2016
...See more alright so i didn't really know where to put this, so i'm hoping here is my best option. so whenever i see a couple, i get physically sick. i just saw two people holding hands (one was my friend) and i literally feel like vomiting right now. i can never be happy for my friends or family when their in relationships because i'm so disgusted by it. i've been trying to figure out why i'm this way but it's a little tricky. i was in love once, and it ended up being the worst feeling ever. i've also been emotionally abused, but i'm not sure it's related. i feel like a monster because i think like this. i just want these feelings of hatred towards romantic relationships to go away
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hey artists, does depression effect your artwork?
Depression Support / by Aquxrius
Last post
 October 11th, 2016
...See more so i've been doing college apps recently, and i want to go to art school to pursue photography. i just have a lot of trouble though accepting that my work is good, or having any energy to go out and take photos. i see other high schoolers work and just immediately shut down, because there's no point if everyone else is better than me, right? do any other artists feel this?
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A thread for paranoia
Personality Disorders Support / by Aquxrius
Last post
 October 7th, 2016
...See more maybe i'm just not looking hard enough, but i'm not seeing a thread or group for paranoid thoughts or for paranoid personality disorder. it's kind of different from anxiety, and i think it should have its own little group. just a suggestion though
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