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(tw) i can't go a day without thinking i'm going to die

User Profile: Aquxrius
Aquxrius October 25th, 2016

every day i have thoughts of violent ways i'm going to die. examples include: someone is waiting in my car to kidnap/kill me, someone will shoot through my bedroom window, people who don't like me will kill me, strangers will kill me, someone will break into my house, someone will hire a hitman on me, etc. i can't even live a normal life because i'm always terrified. i'm also afraid that i will just end my life because it will all become too much. i don't want to die. i want to be normal. i don't know what to do

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User Profile: MysticGypsy
MysticGypsy October 25th, 2016

Death is a natural part of life, I think about death a lot as well. Its unknown what happens after death and the news and media reminds us daily that we are just living beings who will some day end. You are normal, but I feel in my opinion a little obesessive over it. Is it because you fear it? I want to help you friend <3 How can I help?

User Profile: helpfulSugar9
helpfulSugar9 October 25th, 2016

@Aquxrius

I'm very sorry you are experiencing this right now... I can strongly understand the desire to want to feel normal, and not want to die... I don't have the same situation as you but I have felt that way too so I feel you. except, your situation sounds like you are dreaded every minute of your daily living.. that really makes me concerned and can't imagine how I would be if I felt that way..:( I am scared for you and I wish you didn't feel that way. I don't know how to help you but if there's anything I can do from here, please let me know.

User Profile: CaringTeresa
CaringTeresa October 26th, 2016

@Aquxrius Hello. I am glad that you were strong enough to reach out to us. Fearing death itself is very depressing and frusterating I would imagine, thought it is different for everyone. I, myself, have dealt with this many years ago and it is very hard to deal with day to day/ night to night. Have you tried speaking to one of our listeners? Or tried using our mindfulness exercises?

User Profile: LittleScorpion91
LittleScorpion91 November 4th, 2016

@Aquxrius you are not alone i have similar things happening to me everyday im going to an apt monday to see how it can be stopped . i will let you know how it goes if you want

User Profile: LittleScorpion91
LittleScorpion91 November 4th, 2016

@Aquxrius p.s. i forgot to ask you in my last reply are you an aquarius ? Just wondering because i am too

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User Profile: Aquxrius
Aquxrius OP November 15th, 2016

@LittleScorpion91 yeah i'm an aquarius 👌 and i hope your appointment goes well!

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