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AxlMega
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I'm just a guy who's passing by.
PathStep 39 Compassion hearts172 Forum posts45 Forum upvotes98 Current upvotes98 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2026 Member sinceMay 22, 2025
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I have no idea what I'm doing.
I'm an (unemployed and depressed) autistic guy in his 20s that likes old things: anime, videogames, Tokusatsu, etc.
My main language is Spanish, so if I make any spelling mistake, that's why.


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Need someone else's advice
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by AxlMega
Last post
 June 19th, 2025
...See more Ok, so I'm 100% bisexual. But the thing is, I kinda feel weird for accepting it. My mom was the first (family member) I told about, and she's okay with it. But when my dad knew he said that bisexuality is just a way to not fully say you're homosexual. Which is, not true at all.  I feel physically attracted to both men and women, with a preference to the latter. And emotionally, I open to start something with anyone I might have a strong connection to, no matter their gender or anything like that. It just matters to me that we are both consensual adults who care deeply for the other to be in a romantic relationship. And the only person I've truly loved and had a romance with was a woman. And honestly... I still feel something for her, but I digress. The thing is, can someone give me their advices and/or opinions in the matter? It may help me getting some peace of mind for this, which for me is definitely most needed.
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Is it wrong to cry?
General Support / by AxlMega
Last post
 June 18th, 2025
...See more I'm not doing anything bad... right?
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I just...
Self-Esteem / by AxlMega
Last post
 June 17th, 2025
...See more I'm useless. I can't even talk to others like a normal person. I can't help back those who helped me. I always screw up everything I do, or try to do, no matter how hard I try. I'm just a college dropout who doesn't know what to do with their life. Why am I so pathetic? I just... I'm just a horrible person who deserves to be like this, aren't I? I don't even know why am I writing this.
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Irrational fear of men
Men's Issues / by AxlMega
Last post
 May 26th, 2025
...See more Lately, I've developed a huge fear of my own gender, and by that, of myself. By probability, it's far more common for men to commit crimes and to hurt others. It's a lot more probable that if I was walking by the streets a man would try to stab me and steal my things, for example.  And also, men tend to not care much about others feelings, not thinking of how big of a damage they do. I am a male, and I accept myself as one. Yet I can't help but feel extremely terrified by the idea of what others like me have done... Of what I am capable of doing.
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Am I a weirdo for mostly listening to VGM(Videogame Music)?
Music & Dance / by AxlMega
Last post
 July 19th, 2025
...See more Like, I know I'm definitely not the only person who does it, but still, I can't help but feel... like a weirdo, basically. It's just the fact that 90% of the people who I see on the streets or online don't, and some might even call it strange. Despite the fact that there are multiple people who do. Is it normal for me to still feel like that, even after all this years of doing so?
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Things you do or like that only you enjoy
Icebreakers and Games / by AxlMega
Last post
 May 23rd, 2025
...See more Do y'all have a thing you do/like that no one else you know (or a few) enjoys? I, for example, like watching Tokusatsu shows, and the only other person I know that also does is my best friend. Here's another example of mine: I like "drawing" pixel art. Basically, I count the squares of a character's Sprite and start drawing that in a squared notebook. It's weird, but it's fun.
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