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BeeOKay
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PathStep 20 Compassion hearts2,260 Forum posts11 Forum upvotes31 Current upvotes31 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2026 Member sinceNovember 23, 2014
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I fell for a Narcissist
Relationship Stress / by BeeOKay
Last post
 April 16th
...See more I wrote a poem: Your love it was a magic show, It was all an illusion, all for control, And now... I know. You reeled me in with all your words, The intensity you came with into my world Was like a bullet, You shot straight through. You made me believe that I Was honoured enough to be your Valentine Oh if I'd only known You were all consumed in yourself no-one Would ever compare To the love affair Between you and your ego.
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My Friend, I've Been There Too..
Poetry / by BeeOKay
Last post
 December 18th, 2024
...See more Do you know what it is like? To always think of suicide To stand beside the tracks and think It could be over in a blink. To stand beside the rooftop bar And think, one jump, it's not that far To stand beside the kitchen top One knife, one stab, it all would stop Do you know what it is like? To plan your route to suicide? To overdose, or sufficate To plan, to rouse, to contemplate To want an end to all the pain Oh once a day you yearn in vein And then at night you plan your wake Familiar faces all to blame Oh if your loved ones only new That u felt this bad what would they do Beside the thought you yearn for help For those to know you're not that well To understand, to reach your soul To give you what you needed most A hand, a nod, a gentle soothing You're okay.. hopes not for losing To wrap you up and stop the thoughts To tell you "yes you are enough" And then you'll turn to a friend A hand you'll give, you're on the mend You'll wrap them in warm embrace And tell them of the life you faced You contemplated, yearned and tried But help was there to be applied And now my friend, I'll help you too Just tell me, do you plan death too? Because if so, I'm here to listen And give you words of gentle wisdom You're not alone, I've been there too Just talk to me, I'll help you through I know life sucks and thoughts are worse But it's time you tried to put help first It's out there kid so just be honest I'm here for you, I make this promise Don't fear my judgement or remorse I want to know to help, of course. Please tell me now, so I know I'm here to help, not watch you go
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Ending a 5 year relationship
7 Cups Online Therapy / by BeeOKay
Last post
 July 30th, 2023
...See more I know before I start this thread that nobody is going to give me the answer but me.... But, how do you know when it is time to end a relationship? I feel like that might be the age old question but got me, I feel so down and unhappy all of the time. In fact, I haven't been happy in years. I no longer get excited by life.. Nothing about our potential future together gets me excited and i know this could be either down to depression or actually unhappiness with my boyfriend... Ive told him already I'm unhappy and unsure but he still holds on tight to me. I just, don't feel that enthusiastic about anything to do with our relationship (including physical) anymore and haven't for a long time. I've put on a lot of weight too... I'm basically eating my troubles away. I wish someone I know would recognise I'm struggling but maybe it's only me that can decide that. I dunno.. Any help would be nice anyways. Thanks guys
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