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Ezmel222
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PathStep 11 Compassion hearts180 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes9 Current upvotes9 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2026 Member sinceMay 9, 2020
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Feeling behind and lost
Depression Support / by Ezmel222
Last post
 November 21st, 2023
...See more Life has been going by fast for me. Two of my friends bought their first house and are getting engaged and my younger brother and sister are getting college offerings, and my cousins having kids. Meanwhile I have been working at the same minimum wage job for nearly three years now. I can’t drive and have to rely on my little brother to take me to work I still live with my mom. I ended up quitting college because I couldn’t handle the stress from Covid being big at the time and my dad pressuring me saying I couldn’t earn anything less than a B. Because of anxiety and getting stuck inside my own head I ended up pushing myself away from my friends for most of high school. Most of relatives just see me as lazy and think I’m just coasting along life despite being stressed nearly 24/7. I’ve been trying out some anti stress and mood boosting gummies I bought on Amazon but they just leave me frustrated with my current situation. I’m trying to make efforts to improve myself. I started going back to college but I’m only taking two classes at the moment and am just barely keeping up with my classes. I’ve been taking driving lessons but I’m barely improving at that too. The worst part is that even if I pass my classes and get a degree and even if I get my drivers license I still don’t know what I want to do in my life. Life just feels to hard to handle and I’m finding less and less motivation to get up in the morning.
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I feel empty
Depression Support / by Ezmel222
Last post
 June 6th, 2022
...See more Everyday feels the exact same, I wake, go to work, sleep and repeat, nothing interest me and I don’t feel any joy/pleasure from anything anymore, and when I’m not working I feel like I could be doing something better with my time instead of slowly wasting away.
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Reminiscing about simpler times
Depression Support / by Ezmel222
Last post
 March 3rd, 2022
...See more As a child the world seemed so big, the days seemed spent with friends and family seemed happier, and the choices were endlesss. But now growing older and older those days of childlike wonder and joy are fading away. Friends and family members that I have grown up with have moved on and are now busy with their own work/school some of which even have their own kids now. That bright future is now bleak and with the knowledge that the world is slowly getting worse with very few signs of it becoming better, and those endless choices are now limited and the walls are closing the longer I wait.
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