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Fallen2082
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Looking for a long term listener
General Support / by Fallen2082
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 February 23rd, 2022
...See more I’m 40 yo male and have been a firefighter and EMT since I was 23. Have had anxiety and panic since I was 20 and have had a lot of events happen to me tht I have bottled up inside. This last wave of anxiety has lasted since dec 2020 and cnt shake it. Feels like I’m trapped in a room watching the world pass me by. Looking for someone to listen and hoping in the process I really figure out my anxiety and what I can do to help it.
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35 & Over Community / by Fallen2082
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 February 23rd, 2022
...See more So my ex I was with 8 years and have 3 kids with confused me. We didn’t work out cuz a lot of my issues. We seperate and I tried to work on us but again I put the fire dept before her . We stopped talking and a few months later got her to talk to me and we went out in a date to try over again. Date went well but what I didn’t know was tht she was already talking to someone else also. She started saying she was confused and didn’t know who she wanted to be with. I wasn’t gonna be the other guy so I ended it again. Talked to her about a month ago and told her I need her to tell me we r never gonna get back together so I could move on. All she said was she can’t tell me that cuz she doesn’t know what is gonna happen in the future. So here I am again thinking about us. I know she is with someone but if there was a chance we could work I would go for it to be back with my family together again.
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Anxiety Support / by Fallen2082
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 February 22nd, 2022
...See more I’m new here and struggle with anxiety and panic. It comes in waves and usually only last a few months then I’ll go years not feeling it. This last wave started dec of 2020 and haven’t been able to shake it. Talked to a dr and was diagnosed with GAD and panic disorder and put on a med since July. Ok so I want to tell you all the things that I think are causing my anxiety and maybe can get some insight on how to deal with them. It’s 4 major things that happened to me. TW: talking bout death and trauma in fire dept. 1. My dad was killed when I was 7 years old over things he shouldn’t have done. I remember laughing and playing at funeral but never remember crying over it. Not sure if I ever really delt wit it 2. My ex ran off wit a friend I let stay with us back when I was 26 and left with the kids. She wanted no child support and me out their life’s. For 14 years I would search online for one of their social medias so I could contact them. They were 3 and 1 last I saw them. Now they are 18 and 17. Found them last year and been messaging wit one of them (anxiety started a month later) find out my ex friend adopted them and they have been molested and treated badly and nothing I can do to stop it. All I can do is listen to my daughter as she tells me all the things that happened to her and how she doesn’t think she can do this anymore 3. My mom died with throat cancer at home in front of me. She would knock on wall when she needed something. One night I waited like 5 min to go check on her and when I went not gonna say what happened but she died painfully in front of us waiting on ems. I remember seeing the pain and fear in her eyes then nothing. I have always thought what if I went right away to see what she needed. 4. 3 years ago in fire dept had a bad house fire where a 11 year old didn’t make it. Nothing we could do but the image of what I found after fire was out and screams of the parents yelling and pleading with us to please get their lil girl are stuck in my head and cnt shake tht call I just don’t know how to deal with these situations to get past them and I think thts what is causing a lot of my anxiety. Any help in how to deal with this would be appreciated. This is the 1st time I really say what is bothering me so tht has to be a plus.
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Newbie Hub / by Fallen2082
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 March 31st, 2022
...See more I’m new here and have a few questions. 1st I have PTSD, Anxiety/panic and depression. Is 7 cups for any age or is it geared more for younger ppl. Well I guess tht was my only question lol. Can’t think of anything else right now
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