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HarrietB
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PathStep 9 Compassion hearts37 Forum posts12 Forum upvotes25 Current upvotes25 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2021 Member sinceJune 21, 2020
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Self blame and paranoia
Trauma Support / by HarrietB
Last post
 May 14th, 2021
...See more The police weren’t sent out to help me when I needed them and even though I know that their response is the reason the perp was never caught, I blame myself for being too afraid to confront the burglar. How do I avoid this? And how do I avoid being paranoid that if I’m a victim to a crime in the future then the police will once again refuse to respond?
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2 day streak.
Addiction Support / by HarrietB
Last post
 August 26th, 2020
...See more I'm trying to quit cold turkey for two weeks then allow myself to masturbate only to whatever thoughts I can conjure up. I think I'm past the point of fixing my problem. Every time I get excited I think about a porn video I've seen. I fear I'll never be able to make up my own fantasies.
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Withdrawal addiction.
Addiction Support / by HarrietB
Last post
 June 30th, 2020
...See more I think I'm addicted to withdrawal. i keep getting back together with a man who breaks my heart. We date for a week and then we break up and it hurts real bad and then I go back to him a month later. i also keel forgetting to take me meds and then taking them consistently
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Fear of planes
Anxiety Support / by HarrietB
Last post
 June 28th, 2020
...See more I keep having nightmares about being in a plane that crashes and every morning I wake up to the sounds of planes outside. i don't know why they're so loud nowadays but my brain keeps telling me that one day one of those planes is going to drop a bomb and I am going to vanish from this earth right after a plane passes I hold me breath for a minute fearful and then nothing happens and I always think - the more safe planes that pass overhead means the higher the probability that the next one is not safe. i know it's dumb but I can't help it
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TW:Porn and m*sturbation
Addiction Support / by HarrietB
Last post
 August 28th, 2020
...See more I have a serious problem. i used to be able to reach orgasm in 20 minutes with just a bullet vibe and my imagination and now it takes 1. Porn - normally 'f*rced' or home invasion an*l 2. a vibrator wand 3. a 10" long, 6" circumference d*ldo in my backside. 4. 45 minutes or so It's IMPOSSIBLE to reach orgasm without all those things. I only masturbate once a week but I need to do it every week and I hate that it takes me so much to get me to orgasm. i have no idea how to start recovering. I would assume going cold turkey for a month or two may help.
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When he got me, he lost interest
Relationship Stress / by HarrietB
Last post
 June 26th, 2020
...See more I had a huge crush on my coworker. i made the first move. we flirted over Snapchat. i told him I really cared about him and then he went cold. He won't fight for me or chase me. i started to drift away from him and he didn't care. I texted less frequently. i told him I was deleting social media for a week and he said "K". He really didn't care. i reconnect with him and I'm cold and dismissive and short. I only reconnected because I loaned him money. Now he loves me. This boy is destroying me.
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Everything is going well so why am I miserable?
Depression Support / by HarrietB
Last post
 June 21st, 2020
...See more The pandemic was a pretty nice change of pace for me. My jobs and school shut down so instead of working 36 hours a week alongside probably 30 hours of school it became 0 hours of work (with employment insurance) and 16 hours of school. Now I take daily walks and take care of my skin and hair. I cook at least one meal a day. I have some weight left to lose from when I was a serial snacker. So why am I still sad. I paid the $150 for therapy. I hope it fixes me up. Lmao.
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