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Helpmeeeepleaseeeee
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Hi!


I like to draw, I love all types of music, and I love puppies, butterflies, and fireflies.


I want to be a doctor when I get older. If that doesn't work out, just someone that helps people mentally or physically. Ever since I was very young I've loved helping people.


I came on here one day because I just couldn't take everything anymore. I was hurting myself, I didn't want to be here. I talked to my family and I was fine. Then I started feeling sad again.


Sometimes I just need somebody to talk to. When I feel like I can't go to my parents.

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Any tips for boosting self-esteem?
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August 6th, 2024
...See more Hi! I am starting in person school in a day. It will be my first year of highschool. I was virtual for 4 YEARS. I went today to learn the rules and meet my teachers and I already struggle with confidence and then when I saw all the pretty girls there I felt even more let down. They were all so naturally pretty and I'm pretty sure they all have boyfriends, and then there is me. I don't need a boyfriend, I'm still trying to learn about myself I barely have anything figured out. But knowing that I don't get approached anyway and seeing girls like that kind of broke me. Please, if you have any tips for feeling better about yourself, and ways to not compare yourself to others, I would very much appreciate it. I already exercise and journal. I feel lost.
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I'm sad and don't know why
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July 8th, 2024
...See more Like a week ago i was literally just fine idk whats going on. Well, I think I was fine, idk. All I know was I wasn't crying as much as I am now. It really sucks because everytime I talk to a listener, I go to them all for all different reasons. I have so much to talk about but I don't want to bother people. Even though venting is what the app is for. I feel like I have too much to say and nobody would want to read it all. It's like everything. So I don't really know exactly what's wrong. I'm just really sad. I've been crying every night for 5 nights. Staying up really late and waking up late. I just want to scream. In the day time I guess Im alright, I just distract myself with a bunch of activities. But when it's time to go to bed, It's like I'm just really sad and I don't know why, and I can't do anything about it.
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Venting
General Support / by Helpmeeeepleaseeeee
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June 26th, 2024
...See more This is like my first time making a post like this and I don't know what I'm doing. I just really wanted to vent as I don't have my journal at the moment. And I didn't want to bother anybody as this is not really that important. I'm just feeling really sad right now. I've been crying for a while. And I'm just thinking. Because that's what I always do I just overthink 24/7. And it's late at night and I have nothing to do. I'm feeling insecure mostly. I don't go out much, I'm in my room, by myself a lot. But I'm ok with it, I think. I don't know why but talking to people kind of makes me anxious. But, when I do go out, I don't get approached. It hurts because sometimes I already don't find myself to be attractive. And then not getting much attention makes it worse. In school, a lot of people see me as friendly and shy. (I just got out of virtual school. When school starts back up again I'll be going face-to-face). But in public it feels like people avoid me or something. And by people I mean guys. Maybe it's an age difference, or the fact that I'm always around my family. Sometimes girls that are my age give me mean looks. Guys don't even look at me. The only guys that do really look are the older men, and I know they have no good intentions. Sometimes I do get compliments. But it's really rare. In virtual school, when we had to go face to face to take tests, the girls (that I knew from class) would say stuff like "you're so pretty!!" "I love your outfit!". And I would notice boys that look at me and stare, but they say NOTHING. They just look with a blank expression. And when I'm in public, guys don't even look!!! The only time I get attention is when we are in a really small space. Like a classroom, or a empty grocery store. And the only people that compliment me are girls that I know, and older ladies. And i feel like they always are just trying to be kind. I don't know why I want male attention so much. Why do I care so much?? I hate that I get so hurt because I don't get attention. It sounds so stupid. But it really hurts and I don't know why. And I'm shy. But all the friends I've made, they always come to me because I look nice and friendly. So if guys really wanted to, they would. Apparently I'm not intimidating at all. I always get complimented by adults on how kind and respectful and smart I am. When I walk into a room full of teachers, I get compliments back to back "look at that beautiful smile!" "I just love the way you dress!" "You always come looking so nice." "You're a very smart and talented young lady". Ok but if I'm all these things, why don't guys my age notice it?😕
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