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Hijinx02
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts69 Forum posts14 Forum upvotes41 Current upvotes41 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2026 Member sinceAugust 22, 2026
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25 • He/They • Depression, Anxiety, ADHD, Autism

Looking for friends.

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So far from reality.
Depression Support / by Hijinx02
Last post
 September 9th
...See more I daydream a lot about what I'd want to have. Iwonder if that makes me delusional or unreasonable. Just to be a part of a group in just silence would be enough. O think of those vids about "adopting an introvert" and think of how lucky one would be to have that. Humans aren't cuddly. Everything has to be a romantic, sexual, or other binding and transactional purpose. I'd just like to be able to hold someone and feel their warmth again without fear of hurting one another, or judgement, or to be taken advantage of. Not to be seen as being an item, trophy, or other thing to be put on display because that's so harmful and negative. I wish we still had small towns with no need to expand, colonize, industrialize. Where everyone knew each other because they are simply your neighbors. Now any face you pass by on the streets could have died yesterday, and you would never. The life of one matters so much less now. If I disappeared, only a few people would remember but not do a thing about it. Just another day in paradise. At least the Amish has something right. The screaming voices of millions is such *** than immediate kin and small world of community. What am I even here for if I cant change and adapt to the cruel fate of being swallowed alive by the masses. Chewed, crushed, sliced, and spit out. Am I too smart for most men? Or am I too tainted, ignorant, and fragile for most men to understand? Nothing will happen and nothing will change. We're not in kansas anymore.
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my heart feels heavy
Depression Support / by Hijinx02
Last post
 August 28th
...See more my heart feels heavy right now. just woke up from a long nap after crying from some slightly loneliness. and now i just feel numb and heavy. i wish i could be someone who could hang out with friends or play a game together right now. but i cant. instead im just depressed and longing. like always.
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reposting just in case
Friendship Support / by Hijinx02
Last post
 August 24th
...See more I'm new to 7 Cups. I don't have any IRL friends, and grew up with a very isolated childhood. So if anyone wants to try being mine, I'm open. I'm 25 years old and wish I knew other people who understood what it's like to battle everyday through depression, anxiety, and ADHD. And possibly autistic (self diagnosed). I like stuff like art, cartoons (including kids shows), indie animation, plushies, rock music, and expressing myself through art. Hope you're all have a great day. -🌹
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why monophobia
Depression Support / by Hijinx02
Last post
 August 27th
...See more why do i feel lonely even when surrounded by people. in a crowd. at work. with family. maybe its because i feel no one gets me. maybe because i dont have friends irl. maybe because i crave social/physical affection. maybe because ive been alone for so long. watcher looking outside. i feel like an alien among my kind. we dont talk the same, act the same, or look the same. im just a scattered jigsaw of a person and no one fits that bill. everyone is built, maybe almost complete. and i cant even tell the corner from middle pieces. im already 25 and i feels like my life never started. ive been battling in the dark waiting for sunlight in my tomb, but the clouds are too thick for me to feel anything. and i wonder how long itll be like this, and if ill ever make a change, and how long i can hold on for.
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