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Hunnyb6969
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PathStep 4 Compassion hearts13 Forum posts9 Forum upvotes2 Current upvotes2 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2020 Member sinceSeptember 11, 2016
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Im tired now
Relationship Stress / by Hunnyb6969
Last post
 July 28th, 2019
...See more Just constantly in my head missing him loving him why cant i stop it not fair 😭 i just want to feel like myself again and not stuck like a page in his story. He broke me he really did and i have stayed strong enough never to tell him but that seems to be the only strength i have. He left me to deal with so much not just losing someone i loved completly. He just walked away and left me to deal with everything left behind like a war zone trying to be there for everyone while dealing with the health problems he had left behind and i still care how is that fair i dont want to i did everything i could to help him i gave everything he wanted that i could give and i still wasnt enough i know thats says more about him than me but then why am i the one that has to suffer :(
They stop caring
Relationship Stress / by Hunnyb6969
Last post
 July 19th, 2019
...See more How do you cope when you love someone completely and they just stop caring?? X
Feeling lost
Relationship Stress / by Hunnyb6969
Last post
 June 10th, 2019
...See more My relationship was 4 years. I genuinely felt like i had found my soul mate. He walked out on me about 6 months ago with no explanation and it killed me i was so broken i was pregnant and it had been all we wanted then out of the blue he just didnt come home and said he didnt see a future anymore. After a few weeks he admited he was so depressed with himself he didnt know what else to do but leave to save me pain. We gave it another go but sadley lost the baby which hit us both hard we worked through it together and a few months past and i noticed some tell tell signs early on that he was depressed again money, past life experience and self hate he had no self worth no matter how much i tried to help build his confidence i put everything i had into trying to help him out of the depression as he wouldnt talk to anyone else or get help i paid his bills i stayed up most nights to comfort him through his nightmares i made every efforrt despite feeling so pushed away then he left again he told me it was bcos he had to turn cold to deal with his problems he said he was so unhappy and he thought he shouldnt be unhappy if he is in a relationship with someone he loves so he has to be on his own. I know that if you are really depressed it doesnt matter who you are with or around if you dont deal with it yourself no one can make u happy it consumes you. I didnt fight or argue i let him go i didnt wnt it to be harder on him. I know i cant go bk there now but i miss him everyday and wish i could stop :( xx
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