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JesusSaves1000
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Anxiety Support / by JesusSaves1000
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 August 15th, 2021
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My son burnt his leg
Anxiety Support / by JesusSaves1000
Last post
 August 15th, 2021
...See more So I get anxious sometimes because in my mind it seems like the world over night has turned on me. For example the other day my ex calls me and tells me that my son burned himself with hot tea that was sitting on the table and that he is fine. I thought he was trying to upset me because he would never tell me anything that’s going on at all. So I went to pick up the kids the next day and he refused to let me see them. I called the sheriff office to do a wellness check up the kids he calls me like 4 hrs later and tells me he checked on the kids and they are fine. I pick up my son and tell him to go take a bath. Then I see the ugliest burn on his thigh. I’m pissed and my sons version of the story is that his aunt gave him hott tea a 7 year old for the cornovirus and she told him to drink it. When he took it it fell on him and burnt him. 🥵😡 I’m pissed but he says that his dad took him to the hospital and everything. When I ask his dad about it he ignores me. I’m going to try to find a lawyer but I don’t see that point because it’s as if I have no say or rights in this whole situation. I can just keep praying to God to fight my battles because this has been happening to me since day one when we got a divorce. Nobody treats me with any respect. Like I would never give my son hot tea from the stove, I wouldn’t put it at the end of the table and tell him to drink. So now how can I have any faith in the sheriff office God forbid if something happens to my kids. As long as someone says they are okay then that’s all. My son was obviously upset that he got burnt. I wish I could attach a picture also. But the fact that they won’t even communicate with me and just be honest. It pissess me off.
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Stressful day
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by JesusSaves1000
Last post
 August 24th, 2021
...See more So Maybe I should write this in my diary but I’ll just do it here. After all this happened with my day at work and I’m sure that may hate me right now. But believe me I’m not doing any of this on purpose. 😞 So as I’m driving home I’m low on gas. And I started hearing the voices telling and taunting me about the gas. Then the car stops I run out gas. I’m sitting there trying to figure out what I’m going to do because I can’t withdraw anymore money for day and I just spent all I had on the rent. So I’m calling the bank asking them to please release some money to me. They just kept me on hold. Those ass holes only care for themselves. So then luckily someone drives up and say are you okay and I’m like yes. I’m good and explained to them I was stranded. They help out but the guys tells me that I had to pay him back for the gas he put in my car and I have not a dime available so I take his cash app info and tell him I’ll pay you back wishing that I didn’t have to but I would. So I take his info down then he drives away as he’s driving away His info erase from my phone. So I had plenty of time to flag him down but instead I let him drive away but now I feel so guilty about it and I’m on the phone with cab app trying to find his info because now I feel like a thief.😞 I’m so stressed out. Supposed to get paid today and nothing. I don’t trust the people I work with but hopefully everything runs more smoothly for the next few weeks and I can some how make it up to them. Ugh. And try to stay off my phone. Ugh.
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I’m venting on this one
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by JesusSaves1000
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 August 11th, 2021
...See more So today for the third time I was late to work on top of that I was two hours late during lunch due issues with paying my rent. On top of that I hear these voices who taunt me and laugh me. Basically they are so happy every time something negative happens to me. I’m an introvert and I already don’t like people but the voices make it worse. People use to the same thing to me and say the same thing these voices are saying and I thought if I got away from people I would have peace but no they followed me. It’s as if I have so demonic spirit that just follows me around making my life a living nightmare. Like fresh. On top of that I’m stressed out. Had an appointment with my therapist today and she flakes on me. So another tell tell sign not to trust people and another reason why I’m completely happy and content alone. I’m not lonely just God my finances. My bills!! AGH.
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She stole my Hamster
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by JesusSaves1000
Last post
 August 16th, 2021
...See more I checked out of my hotel today and could not find my hamster. The owner was being kind and helpful so I was suspicious. Looked everywhere for here even almost cried. I know my 7 yr old was going to be devastated. So as I’m about leave what and what do I find in my car? My hamster! Yay so happy but feel so bad that I thought it was the owner. Like why don’t I trust anyone what if I had accused her. Like this crazy. The voices keep telling me that people are looking at me negatively or thinking about me negatively or talking about me. So for now on I’m just going to consider everything they say as lies. God I’m feeling bad.
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