Stressful day

So Maybe I should write this in my diary but I’ll just do it here. After all this happened with my day at work and I’m sure that may hate me right now. But believe me I’m not doing any of this on purpose. 😞 So as I’m driving home I’m low on gas. And I started hearing the voices telling and taunting me about the gas. Then the car stops I run out gas. I’m sitting there trying to figure out what I’m going to do because I can’t withdraw anymore money for day and I just spent all I had on the rent. So I’m calling the bank asking them to please release some money to me. They just kept me on hold. Those ass holes only care for themselves. So then luckily someone drives up and say are you okay and I’m like yes. I’m good and explained to them I was stranded. They help out but the guys tells me that I had to pay him back for the gas he put in my car and I have not a dime available so I take his cash app info and tell him I’ll pay you back wishing that I didn’t have to but I would. So I take his info down then he drives away as he’s driving away His info erase from my phone. So I had plenty of time to flag him down but instead I let him drive away but now I feel so guilty about it and I’m on the phone with cab app trying to find his info because now I feel like a thief.😞 I’m so stressed out. Supposed to get paid today and nothing. I don’t trust the people I work with but hopefully everything runs more smoothly for the next few weeks and I can some how make it up to them. Ugh. And try to stay off my phone. Ugh.