I’m venting on this one

So today for the third time I was late to work on top of that I was two hours late during lunch due issues with paying my rent. On top of that I hear these voices who taunt me and laugh me. Basically they are so happy every time something negative happens to me. I’m an introvert and I already don’t like people but the voices make it worse. People use to the same thing to me and say the same thing these voices are saying and I thought if I got away from people I would have peace but no they followed me. It’s as if I have so demonic spirit that just follows me around making my life a living nightmare. Like fresh. On top of that I’m stressed out. Had an appointment with my therapist today and she flakes on me. So another tell tell sign not to trust people and another reason why I’m completely happy and content alone. I’m not lonely just God my finances. My bills!! AGH.