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Kgauthier12
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Starting Partial Hospitalization
Eating Disorder Support / by Kgauthier12
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July 25th, 2017
...See more Hey all. I start a partial hospitalization program tomorrow for my anorexia and I'm really scared and would love some support. It's 7 days a week, 9 hours per day. I'd also love to hear from anyone who has also gone through a similar program. I'm going to be going from 0 meals to 3 a day and I'm terrified. I want to get better but it feels like so much so fast.
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ED thoughts are so loud
Eating Disorder Support / by Kgauthier12
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July 20th, 2016
...See more The more effort I put into recovery, the louder my thoughts get. They are loud and confusing. Even if I try and discount them I just end up arguing with myself which makes everything louder and I'm so trapped in my head.
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Now what?
Eating Disorder Support / by Kgauthier12
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June 28th, 2016
...See more I've reached my "goal weight" and it doesn't feel like enough.
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My illness is lying to me
Eating Disorder Support / by Kgauthier12
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August 4th, 2016
...See more I went away for a week to a retreat where we were served 3 meals a day. They were all very healthy meals and I ate mostly salads, but the second I got back home I started to panic, just knowing that I must have gained all this weight back (I wasn't able to weigh myself all week). I weighed myself this morning and I've actually lost X more pounds. My illness tells me that there is absolutely no other way to lose weight than to restrict and I just can't wrap my mind around the idea that I was able to lose weight just by eating healthy meals.
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