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Ksitigarbha
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Thou shalt get sidetracked by bullshit every goddamn time
PathStep 1 Compassion hearts27 Forum posts8 Forum upvotes13 Current upvotes13 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2026 Member sinceDecember 14, 2025
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Anxiety Support / by Ksitigarbha
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December 20th, 2025
...See more I made this post in another forum but I feel like my problem doesn't have a specific forum here. Hi, I'm not really good at communicating and stuff but I really need help. I have characteristics from severe ADHD and severe OCD but it's neither of them with overthinking, self blame and i used to have suicidal thoughts till about last year, I don't know why but I don't like people. Not everyone but most people, I have no friends I can share this stuff with and nobody to help me deal with this. I don't have any socials, I don't talk to people. Crowded places overwhelm me way too much I can't do anything without music, it's the only safe space I know. It's really starting to bother me now that I'm about to graduate high school in a few months and i need to learn to communicate for college applications. I don't really care about having friends or anything because it's always been just me, but I need to learn to stop this constant comparison to others and self blame. So yea, it's partially my fault too. I waited till it was this bad to seek help. I can't tell my parents or any grown trusted adult or anybody bc I'm from a country that doesn't actually care about kid's mental health, only their marks. So if I tell them they're just gonna tell me to get over it. Thank you for reading all this.
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General Support / by Ksitigarbha
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December 14th, 2025
...See more Hi, I'm not really good at communicating and stuff but I really need help. I have characteristics from severe ADHD and severe OCD but it's neither of them with overthinking, self blame and i used to have suicidal thoughts till about last year, I don't know why but I don't like people. Not everyone but most people, I have no friends I can share this stuff with and nobody to help me deal with this. I don't have any socials, I don't talk to people. Crowded places overwhelm me way too much I can't do anything without music, it's the only safe space I know. It's really starting to bother me now that I'm about to graduate high school in a few months and i need to learn to communicate for college applications. I don't really care about having friends or anything because it's always been just me, but I need to learn to stop this constant comparison to others and self blame. So yea, it's partially my fault too. I waited till it was this bad to seek help. I can't tell my parents or any grown trusted adult or anybody bc I'm from a country that doesn't actually care about kid's mental health, only their marks. So if I tell them they're just gonna tell me to get over it. Thank you for reading all this.
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i need help with my anxiety because it's starting to get really annoying for me
Anxiety Support / by Ksitigarbha
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December 14th, 2025
...See more My thoughts have been all over the place lately and it’s starting to get exhausting. I get annoyed and overwhelmed pretty easily, especially around people, and I’m not sure how to manage it. Just looking for someone to talk to and maybe get some guidance.
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