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MidnightMuse55
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts93 Forum posts2 Forum upvotes7 Current upvotes7 Age GroupTeen Last activeOctober, 2026 Member sinceApril 13, 2026
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General Support / by MidnightMuse55
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 1 day ago
...See more My little brother is not a shy person at all. He used to be known as attention seeker. He has always been super dramatic. He loves attention and gets that a lot too. He didn't get school education. In class 2 he was switched to a Madarsa(an Islamic school for the learning of Quran solely) so his normal school education was dropped. Now he has only few months until he would be a Hafiz so we decided to put him in an evening coaching.  The problem is that he has told me that there are times when he is not able to complete his sentences like he knows what to say yet he still can't complete his own phrases he used to stutter as a kid but that was long alo. I thought it could be a confidence problem but by looking at him I don't think he is less confidant but maybe he can be in his coaching due to lack of experience.  I don't need advice as I know listeners or people can't give them. I just want you guys to acknowledge me with your knowledge so I can decide what to do next. 
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I AM SICK OF IT
Journals & Diaries / by MidnightMuse55
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 October 1st
...See more Trigger Warning: Suicidal thoughts and a lot of sad feelings. Every time I thinks it can't get any worse it does. It's so bad it makes me want to leave this freaking houseee. Why meee? Just because I refused to do some chores. No matter how much internally bleeding I am my own mother won't care for me. I know I am not unwanted yet still I am only wanted for work. My only purpose is to help them. I hate my FAMILY. I don't know what to dooo. I am sick of this all. Bring doom to this worlddd just take me somewheree,                                                        Is it my fault that my mother gave birth to me is it my fault. I shouldn't have born. I am not a sad depressed person. I hate my sister and I hate my mother. The two women I might love the most in this world but I hate them noww. I am crying like a maniac I hate feeling vulnerable but I hate more the feelng of being exposed by your tears. I am not weak. I am not weakk. Everything is ruineddd. LORD.
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