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PicklesANDOcean4ever
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Name: Jasper (he/him)
PathStep 91 Compassion hearts1,049 Forum posts79 Forum upvotes155 Current upvotes155 Age GroupTeen Last activeOctober, 2026 Member sinceMarch 12, 2025
Bio

Hey! 

I'm Jasper but you can call me pickles (he/him) 

I love anything theater

I struggle with SH, depression, anxiety, ADHD, and gender dysphoria














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I keep hurting the people I love
ADHD Support / by PicklesANDOcean4ever
Last post
 Tuesday
...See more I keep hurting my best friends by trying to relate to them so much that they feel like I'm making it about me. I dont know why I keep doing this even though I've been working on thiss in therapy for a year also if you end up reading this I really am sorry.
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scars
Poetry / by PicklesANDOcean4ever
Last post
 3 days ago
...See more tw// sh  bl00d drips on my skin stinging as I rinse jeans vaseline long sleeves saying I'm just cold scratching my thighs scrubbing my arm peeling my clothes off of the cuts there hasn't been a moment in over a month where my skin has been clear from even fresh scars I feel like I'm failing but nobody cares as long as I hide no one will have to care its for the best even when it hurts cuz I don't need my mom overreacting again
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losing life
Poetry / by PicklesANDOcean4ever
Last post
 September 27th
...See more TW// sh and su!side losing life as I make the lines the bl00d drips reflected In my eyes wanting to d!e  but I have to hide cant let it slip but the pool is expanding the darkness below me never letting me free cutting my hair  trying to let go too many scabs making it harder I must realize this cant go any farther I ignore all the warnings keep pushing on as long as I hide  nothing will go wrong pulling my sleeves checking my jeans making sure nobody sees lie all the way leave them behind just keep on telling them that I'm fine I come onto here to get some relief  because you guys wont tell  you guys wont cry I take a deep breath smile and try to put on a show  and make her believe as long as I lie my secrets will be safe and I dont care if I keep losing life (sorry if ts is kinda nonsense)
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Who should I live with
ADHD Support / by PicklesANDOcean4ever
Last post
 September 27th
...See more hi guys my parents are getting divorced and my dad is trying to find a place to live. he's asking if I want to live with him if he can find a place with a room for me. there are pros and cons and I do like the room I have now and I have a lot of stuff but if I move in with my dad I'll be able to see him a lot but I might not have a car to drive and I wont get to see my mom as often idk I'm so conflicted
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Haiku/tanka #4
Poetry / by PicklesANDOcean4ever
Last post
 September 11th
...See more I just realized that my last one wasnt correct I did 5-7-7-7 loll  September 8th 2026 haiku I've been efficient  I've done so much homework (help) I still have more *cry*
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Haiku/tanka #3 (sorry I was going through it a bit)
Poetry / by PicklesANDOcean4ever
Last post
 September 10th
...See more September 6th, 2026 tanka simple words can hurt "she's my daughter" "hey sweet girl" its slowly chipping away at the joy that I have left   
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@LeoHanae and me only please
Pen Pals / by PicklesANDOcean4ever
Last post
 Wednesday
...See more hey twinnnn I had more time than I thought so I would do this noww
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Haiku/Tanka #2
Poetry / by PicklesANDOcean4ever
Last post
 September 3rd
...See more Hey guys! August 30th 2026 tanka said bye to a friend I wont see him again soon I came home in pain  my period makes me sick i hope you have a goodnight!
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