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PicklesANDOcean4ever
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Name: Jasper (he/him)
PathStep 32 Compassion hearts636 Forum posts49 Forum upvotes107 Current upvotes107 Age GroupTeen Last activeSeptember, 2026 Member sinceMarch 12, 2025
Bio

Hey! 

I'm Jasper but you can call me pickles or ocean (he/him) 

I love anything theater

I struggle with SH, depression, anxiety, ADHD, and gender dysphoria










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Haiku/tanka #4
Poetry / by PicklesANDOcean4ever
Last post
 September 11th
...See more I just realized that my last one wasnt correct I did 5-7-7-7 loll  September 8th 2026 haiku I've been efficient  I've done so much homework (help) I still have more *cry*
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Haiku/tanka #3 (sorry I was going through it a bit)
Poetry / by PicklesANDOcean4ever
Last post
 September 10th
...See more September 6th, 2026 tanka simple words can hurt "she's my daughter" "hey sweet girl" its slowly chipping away at the joy that I have left   
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@LeoHanae and me only please
Pen Pals / by PicklesANDOcean4ever
Last post
 September 10th
...See more hey twinnnn I had more time than I thought so I would do this noww
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Haiku/Tanka #2
Poetry / by PicklesANDOcean4ever
Last post
 September 3rd
...See more Hey guys! August 30th 2026 tanka said bye to a friend I wont see him again soon I came home in pain  my period makes me sick i hope you have a goodnight!
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Haiku/Tanka #1
Poetry / by PicklesANDOcean4ever
Last post
 August 30th
...See more I decided I wanna start doing a haiku (5-7-5 syllables) or tanka (5-7-5-7-7) every day about my day Day 1: August 29th 2026 Haiku I cleaned my bedroom watched TV shows for a while I had a good day Okay y'all I'll be back tomorrow 
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Calling all trans guys!
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by PicklesANDOcean4ever
Last post
 Tuesday
...See more Hey guys!!! I thought it would be fun to get to know some other trans guys and just kinda start a thread where y'all can share stuff I'm Jasper (he/him) and I came out to my friends last week! I'm saving up for a binder and would love any tips for looking more masc.
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hey y'all!
Pen Pals / by PicklesANDOcean4ever
Last post
 September 1st
...See more Hey y'all!  I'm Jasper (he/him) I'm 15 almost 16 (I'm so excited ahhhh) I'm trans and pan I support LGBTQIA+ rights, abortion rights, disability rights (I'm disabled, symbrachydactyly, look it up if you want), mental health rights, neurodivergent people rights, be a good person rights, all the good stuff lol my hobbies are: reading, writing songs, playing my guitar, crocheting, Dr pepper overconsumption, true crime, dance moms, bluey, anything gay, warrior cats, drawing, being very cluttered, and over explaining things I have adhd, depression, anxiety, gender dysphoria, and more I'm looking for a more lighthearted (limited swearing) pen pal who I can have fun chatting with! have a wonderful life!!! we can recover/be stable/get support!!!
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Advice? Experiences? (i guess this is just a vent lol)
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by PicklesANDOcean4ever
Last post
 September 1st
...See more Hey yall!! I'm Jasper (he/him) and I'm almost 16 (literally 2 weeks) and I just barely started to accept the fact that I am a trans man not just nonbinary.  I was wondering how long it took y'all to get used to the new name and pronouns? I came out to a bunch of my friends with my new name and pronouns (they already knew that I'm queer) I feel like I'm lying to myself because I still feel very much like "oh I call myself a girl occasionally without cringing that must mean that I'm lying to everyone including myself"  I know I'm not a girl because of how happy I feel when I look masc or people tell me I look masc.  I just feel like I need to fit the "I feel my dysphoria all the time" type of thing but I hate hate hate hate HATE my chest so much and I don't feel dysphoric all the time  I want a binder more than I want an electric guitar or one of my songs recorded (that's a lot) and I know I could prove to my mom and dad that I actually am trans if I could wear a binder for even 5 minutes and see how it feels   I just don't know I feel like I have the wrong body but I still look feminine and sometimes I don't hate the fact that I am fem that much I also dont regret growing up as a girl which confuses me even more I'm so conflicted I just don't know how it feels when I feel 100% right about my gender is it gonna be like this forever? I just want to be happy in my own body and I don't think I can do that in this one can any other trans guys please give me advice or your experiences before you transitioned physically or even now if you are transitioned?  I could really use help with this
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