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Sleepyhead0306
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts21 Forum posts7 Forum upvotes11 Current upvotes11 Age GroupTeen Last activeSeptember, 2025 Member sinceAugust 17, 2025
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Does it ever get better?
Depression Support / by Sleepyhead0306
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 August 31st, 2025
...See more All my life I’ve gon through things so bad I forced myself to forget, things that I look back on and tell myself that it wasn’t so bad knowing it was. Parents can really mess up your life than act like nothings wrong, I remember having my first suicidal thought at seven years old. If you were to look at us we seem like a pretty normal family, but we’re all messed up in some way. My mom’s a control freak, my dads indifferent, and my sister is just plain crazy. I realized I have lived with all this for years and I really can’t do anything about it, I’m a teenage girl with no job and one friend where am I supposed to go? Even worse is my family doesn’t believe in therapy and the one time we went I was gaslit that everything is fine and this is normal. I feel like I’ve lost the light in my life, I’m helpless and constantly exhausted and somedays I just lay in bed and cry for hours wondering why my life is like this. I feel like I have no control over it and I feel the suffocation of the leash in my bones. It’s agonizing and it makes me sick.
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It all hit me
Depression Support / by Sleepyhead0306
Last post
 August 31st, 2025
...See more All this change and nothings gotten better, I feel like theirs nothing left for me. My family won’t listen and I feel so hopeless and alone , I love my friends but I don’t want them to be burdened with my problems. All I do is cry all the time and nothings working, nothings helping, my dreams feel like reality and reality is starting to feel like a nightmare. I don’t remember the last time I was truly there in the moment.
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Am I wrong?
General Support / by Sleepyhead0306
Last post
 August 18th, 2025
...See more She hurt me, really badly, but I still care about her. At the same time I wanna see her life fall to *** and ik that’s wrong but idk what else to do. I sometimes wish we were still friends but ik after all she did to me I shouldn’t hope for that, but then at the same time I wanna ruin her life so she can see how I feel. It’s a horrible feeling I don’t know how to deal with, and I just wish she’d change for me instead on people who don’t care.
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