Am I wrong?
She hurt me, really badly, but I still care about her. At the same time I wanna see her life fall to *** and ik that’s wrong but idk what else to do. I sometimes wish we were still friends but ik after all she did to me I shouldn’t hope for that, but then at the same time I wanna ruin her life so she can see how I feel. It’s a horrible feeling I don’t know how to deal with, and I just wish she’d change for me instead on people who don’t care.
@convivialHouse3667
I think many people have had some friend or ex that we wished bad things on....
we want them to hurt ... but then we need to let go... because those feelings are poison and negative ... and only let person live rent free in our head.
Only when I truly felt that I did not care what happens to them .....did I sometimes find out that Karma got them .. I had a half smile but avoided the negative of being happy about someone I no longer liked having misfortune. easier said then done sometimes but that is maturity.
