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SpicyMochi
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PathStep 6 Compassion hearts15 Forum posts15 Forum upvotes12 Current upvotes12 Age GroupAdult Last activeJune, 2021 Member sinceJuly 20, 2020
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Huuuuge music fan
Major theatre kid
Loves animals
Kinda artsy
Baker
Weeb ;p
Kendoka
Iaidoka
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My friend is trying to break me up with my boyfriend
Relationship Stress / by SpicyMochi
Last post
 July 30th, 2020
...See more I just got back together with my ex today. I posted it on insta so that I could tell my friends cuz they're important to me. But two of my friends, my sister figure and my other friend oppose it. My sis hates my now bf for breaking up with me before. She isn't supportive of him but she isn't telling to leave him. My other friend claims that my bf shows signs of manipulation and toxicity. She keeps telling me to break up with my bf telling me that he'll just turn and leave me again. I love my boyfriend with all my heart. And I'm willing to give him one last chance. I don't want to believe my friend but she planted doubts in my mind. I'm getting ripped apart by the conflicted thoughts. I don't mind getting hurt but I hate being deceived and I hate the ones I love fighting or insulting each other. I don't know how to deal with this. It hurts
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Self-Harm Recovery / by SpicyMochi
Last post
 July 22nd, 2020
...See more Umm well it's pretty obvious that I'm here cuz I self harm or I used to. fortunately I haven't cut or beat myself for about a month. I'm still struggling with the temptation to but I've been restraining the urge thanks to friends. idk if this counts as self harm, but sometimes during a panic attack, I would take one or two extra strength Tylenol just with caffeine to try and numb the panic. It's a bad habit and I want to try and break it. Also I need some advice on what to do with a friend. She's like a sister to me so I told her about my self harm. But she swore that if I cut again, she would too. I don't want her to start but sometimes I need to cut so that I don't try to fatally overdose. I'm rly not sure what to do with her
Hiding/blocking out my friends
Relationship Stress / by SpicyMochi
Last post
 July 20th, 2020
...See more I have a small group of friends who know about my mental issues and almost all the problems in my life. They're really the best ppl I have in my life. They regularly chat with and check up on me. Because of them, I'm still alive and my mental issues are getting slowly fixed. I recently went through a breakup (for the second time) which caused me to relapse into frequent panic attacks, deep anxiety, depression, and intrusive thoughts. Starting 2 days ago, I felt like I was going to be a bully to everyone I talk to so I decided to distance myself from everyone. I haven't looked at my msgs on discord or insta since then. I should msg them back cuz otherwise they'll get worried and think my mental problems took me too far but I rly rly don't want to. Should I make myself talk to them?
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