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Suchan267
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Feel lyk I Know less and less about myself as I grow up. Everyday feels lyk a day to fuck up as usual lol, well just came here to find out more ig.


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Am confused
Personality Disorders Support / by Suchan267
Last post
 September 29th
...See more So while on *** a year back, was yapping about some stuff online and a dude asked if I didn't have any mental issues. He suggested this book for checking and all( can't really remember been a while). I pretty much aligned with BPD, I know without a proper diagnosis I shouldn't say it but since last year have gotten really deep and well through some other methods it's pretty likely, planning on getting diagnosed outside the country if I can cause...well my country is somehow in terms of mental stuff. Main reason I wrote this post is because I have issues with my feelings. So my gf and I are long distance, somehow happened but been the best months of my life till I started overthinking a lot of stuff and when it happens I disappear cause I fear I might say smt or can't really fake being alright. Recently her ex msged to apologize for stuff he did in the past and she sent a screenshot which should have made me trust ik, for reasons I do not know I went to his profile. Saw and all noticed just 5 days after we got together he posted something and she liked it, again went through and noticed like after that a few more of his posts were liked by her as early as late August too. Would be alright if I knew they were on cool terms but from what she told me they didn't part completely on good terms, ok but not good good so you could guess how I felt. My overthinking is destroying me rn cause genuinely been fed lots of stuff about women cheating and me not being good enough for a long time and so it's really bothering me. I want to bring it up but how can I when she literally sent me a SS, me saying it will be saying am insecure and don't trust her. I really do I want but emotionally I feel *** while logically I know am overreacting  So what do I do
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Does anyone feel the same
Personality Disorders Support / by Suchan267
Last post
 November 8th, 2025
...See more Do you ever just go through something and feel the need to talk about it to anyone like anyone, you do then the person can't relate or you don't wanna share to another person cause you fear what will happen when u actually let them see how vulnerable or how you are actually?
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Just wanna talk ig
Personality Disorders Support / by Suchan267
Last post
 October 8th, 2025
...See more I genuinely don't even know where to start. Well recently decided to start confronting some of my problems and God I feel disgusted. Around this time last year after giving up on someone I could say I genuinely loved but didn't reciprocate I don't hate her tho. Met this girl online yk we talked vibed, she really cared about me I genuinely started feeling beta until well she changed. She did a lot of stuff to me just lyk how she made me feel joy and I mean great joy just by her being online the more it hurt after. I remember having a panic attack, punching slapping and weirdly cried once cause of her. I shouldn't have allowed her to get close to me like that and neither should I have fell that much ik just couldn't help it And now after well..just ignoring her due to some stuff I thought about it. I didn't like her like that, I was just emotionally dependent on the feeling she gave me after losing my previous crush. Rn am somehow at peace knowing that but I still feel depressed sometimes, I don't even wanna get to know anyone. Genuinely I am just confused at this stage in my life. Only thing driving me now is my exams and even that feels depressing. The only person that knows all this about me can't really get so I don't even yap to him. I plan on disappearing from social media in general maybe for a month to get things in place
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