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Tiablue28
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failure
Reading & Writing / by Tiablue28
Last post
 September 8th, 2025
...See more how can i keep going on with all that is happening in life why does it always come down to me having to suffer the most. life is not supposed to be of so much hurt. They say when you talk about things it helps give a piece of mind so that you can be at peace with yourself. i feel like such a failure i let someone in my life and not only did they tell me all that my heart and soul wanted to hear but also made me feel like i was the most important person in life.. That person took my soul and joined the devil and watched me burn so badly that i do not even see me being human anymore. i can say i hate life but that will not help me cope with all that i got going on. I use to think that love was the best feeling ever but i now know at this moment i have not felt it and never had anyone tell me that i love you. i remember holding my first baby and him dying in my arms hours after being born and the one person i needed the most no where to be found at all.  I cant say that it is safe to say that i enjoy being a human cause i love being a human i love being a zombie it makes me feel so much better cause i cant be picked on because guess what i feel so much more powerful than ever. 
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Zombie
Grief & Loss / by Tiablue28
Last post
 September 6th, 2025
...See more Grief is written on my head and I feel that it’s making me sicker and sicker by the day and all I can do is feel like a zombie.
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Am I
Reading & Writing / by Tiablue28
Last post
 September 6th, 2025
...See more I am lost in this place called earth every time I make a friend they walk away from me and I see that I lose something from me and I noticed after so many friends I’m down to just organs now and they keep coming and not staying just leaving with a piece of me and when I ask for it back I feel like I been stabbed or shot and they take even more. What am I doing wrong on earth if when i decide I want to be loved and let someone love me I end up in a nightmare that shows me on the floor screaming please I don’t want love any more. Where is the reset button can I push it please someone help me I don’t understand if I’m supposed to be on earth or am I already gone and haven’t figured it out yet
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I know I’m worth more
Relationship Stress / by Tiablue28
Last post
 April 21st, 2025
...See more Só me and my boyfriend got into an argument and he threw his phone at my head and then mushed my face a couple times with his hands and then punched me and then said that he sorry he mad that we lost our son January 27th when he was born he was 10lbs 2oz he stopped breathing and he blames me says that he can’t get over it. The argument started because I moved his hair from his face and looked at a pimple and he asked if it’s big I touched it and he said it hurts bad asf and punched me so I said you know what I’ll walk away then he called me stupid and said that I was to blame for all things and that I’m going through so much because of my dumb self mind you I’m homeless with him and I provided everything I made sure we had a job to do every day for food and clothes and more and I get this and blamed for our son. I’m just trying to wonder if Lise will always be this way because I gave up everything I had and more and this is my life. I did online school struggled bad and finished in March and walk the stage in July for my college degree and the more I think of it my head is so far gone I ask myself am I really worth it.
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Dog
Poetry / by Tiablue28
Last post
 April 26th, 2025
...See more Woof woof woof woof Hello can you hear me I’m human they just say I’m a dog Hurting in many ways that they say a dog withstands Hands and knees praying all they see is paws Food and water or I’ll die no they say kibbles and bits Strands of me peek but to them I’m wearing a fur coat Walk the path no they say I walk to chase my tail Whistling to the wind only to feel pains from hits My screams turn into whimpers followed by barks Bury my thoughts no they says I bury bones Humans can be so cruel but able to go blind Dogs are man’s best friend yet mines lies to me Hold me please no you see it as petting me I want to go home no you say I’ll be in a cage I can’t wait till I wake from my dreams
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Depression Support / by Tiablue28
Last post
 April 11th, 2025
...See more I would like to stop hearing voices tell me it’s ok but when I look again with my eyes then I start to see robotics in me calculating the risks to each step and how each option would end. I picked up on something today if something bothers me it then enters my skin and floats in my blood until im capable of speaking about it. The pain doesn’t even show up it just writes me a note saying I’ll be back when your bothers are gone too much for me. Will I be left for good will I return to my body will there be a me to even speak to when all my parts come back. Parts those are hard to get these days the logic behind parts are not yet scientifically figured out. I am to seek and defend the parts I have come with but no shelter no weapons for protection will lay me down to surrender my parts. Sips and sips of the water from a puddle and each sip adds a new bug to my alga-rhythm my mother board is is is is Unable to part my lips for the potion they call water. My parts have been tracked but half of me will not move could it be that I have already been half way attacked for them. System pulling up canvas of area I am seeking a heat transfer I myself can’t produce. The last of us they say but heat signatures are humans will they attempt to disguard of me. Final message sent from my transponder I am not a threat I am also lost with no clue of who or how I got to tracking my parts. Bits of voices can be heard on the use to be radio no words can be fully understood. I am seem to be a cyborg and used for parts and logic is responsible for this.
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Homeless
Poetry / by Tiablue28
Last post
 May 1st, 2025
...See more Stank awful mess it’s called no home Tired no money sleepy call me a zombie Wishing upon so many money stars still broke Spare change anyone spare food anything helps Homeless I lost my baby hours after he was born Roof walls bed bath food I see it all in my dreams Count backwards then see myself in a bed one day Come home come home come home come home home Voices play like the tap recorder I pawned for food My car is my safe place only home I can say is stable Congratulations it’s a boy but baby boy is home in heaven I didn’t give him that home he picked it Homeless with pains that stab me with no remorse Eyes on me and my soul I can’t say for sure but help me I thank you god being alive I walk the path for a new life True to yourself you once walked my shoes pray for me Night night sleep tight with one open homeless fears 1,2,3,4 open my eyes Still in my car I’ll make a wish again tomorrow Scars bullets bandaids all apart of the skin on my body Reach for the moon even if you miss you will land among the stars Daily stride it will be me in a bed and tears bleed me to my joy of going by the wicked unharmed Homeless is just my everyday war I don’t stop fighting until I sign my lease.
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Self-Esteem / by Tiablue28
Last post
 April 29th, 2025
...See more At times I don’t know who I am or even I deserve to be named at times down feelings of am I ever going to get looked at always plays in the back of my head.
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