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Xym0x
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts13 Forum posts15 Forum upvotes21 Current upvotes21 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2022 Member sinceOctober 19, 2021
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Four years just gone
Relationship Stress / by Xym0x
Last post
 January 17th, 2022
...See more After four years and even getting engaged, she called it quits. She simply claims she's not happy with us anymore. The person closest to me is now gone. I lost my other half. I have nothing to look forward to now. I'm just living to die now.
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The hell is wrong with me
Depression Support / by Xym0x
Last post
 January 6th, 2022
...See more It's the holidays, yet I'm down in the dumps. I'm with my family, yet I feel alone still. My grandfather's health is declining and it's probably his last Christmas. My fiance is in a whole different country and having thoughts of splitting. Why can't I enjoy the holidays with my family? Why do I need to fake a smile? Is there something wrong with me?
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I'm uncertain if I can hold out longer
Depression Support / by Xym0x
Last post
 December 19th, 2021
...See more Been holding up this facade since I came to see my family for the holidays. Things have been super shitty between family, relationship issues (including long distance), work, and simply hating life right now. I took vacation to decompress. Only for it to make me feel miserable and gets to the point where I don't even want to get out of bed. I haven't been depressed like this for a while. I don't know if I got much left in me.
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Scared it might end horribly
Relationship Stress / by Xym0x
Last post
 December 18th, 2021
...See more Fiance sounds on the fence of ending our relationship. It's gotten to the point where I can't even be myself with her anymore. It's like she's numbed out completely between us. We don't want to break up, yet she sort of wants to at the same time. I can't help if I'm delaying the inevitable and we do split. She hasn't been feeling positive about between us and quite frankly, my confidence in working things out are starting to reduce a bit. It's so fucking messy and I'm afraid of the outcome. I feel lost between us because of this and being long distance isn't helping either. I don't know what to do.
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I don't understand
Relationship Stress / by Xym0x
Last post
 December 21st, 2021
...See more We're engaged, we've been together for nearly four years, yet now she "wants time to herself" but doesn't want to call it quits. Even she doesn't know what she wants exactly. It's been like this for nearly six months. Why would someone want to throw away the person they love if they still love them? I'm scared of losing her and never getting a second chance. I can't help but feel somewhat betrayed because I'm trying to pull a lot of logistics due to it being long distance and this is what I'm getting. I don't understand why this is happrning.
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I hate my life
Depression Support / by Xym0x
Last post
 December 7th, 2021
...See more Title says it all. Every attempt to make the most of things, gets shot down. My fiance is 7,000 miles away. I share a half assed "appartment" with an alcoholic with more issues than a news stand. At least he'll be gone in a couole months. Can't wait to potentially have another crappy room mate. I work 10 hour days on average. I feel like I have little to nothing to look forward to. And I have to deal with this for the next four years. I hate the situations I'm somehow getting in. I want some goddamn stability and not wake up depressed, hating life, all that.
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