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adrjust1
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I want it to stop
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by adrjust1
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 June 5th, 2025
...See more My mental health is ruining my relationship right now I’m so triggered and manic I can’t control how I’m reacting no more!! I’m always fighting back, shutting down, or trying to end my relationship!!! It’s making me go crazy but I feel like my partner up to something like there someone else and he lying to me he has became so distant and cold towards me.. mean and all the red flags are there but I can’t leave 😞 it’s triggering me!! I know what the signs are of a cheater my ex was a professional at cheating and part of why I’m the way I am… my bf uses my bipolar disorder against me and tells me I’m making stuff up in my head or being delusional… I heard his tablet go off while on the phone with him and he lying and saying it’s in my head!! Am I going crazy? The numbing sensation won’t stop through my body it’s just getting worse!! What’s wrong with me!! Why am I doing this to myself ? 😭
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Struggles
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by adrjust1
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 May 6th, 2025
...See more It’s never been so hard like it is right now I’m so tired and tired of being tired! Everyday it’s something different… my mind is all over the place and I’m struggling to voice my needs now because I never felt so lonely and so stupid for trying to express my needs 😞 ugh!! I need help I don’t want to give up on people but they make me feel like a insane and crazy for even saying anything at all 
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New Here/ coping ideas
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by adrjust1
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 May 2nd, 2025
...See more Hi all im New here… I’ve been dealing with bipolar depressive disorder for years was recently diagnosed about 3 years ago when I hit my very first manic stage! I men it probably wasn’t the fist but the first it has hit me as it did. Today I’m manic and for some reason I pull out and go right back into it again and I developed new symptoms: PANIC ATTACKS, sleeplessness, so much muscle aches and just wanted to ask what are some things you all do to help you cope with symptoms when you manic!? I’m trying to help myself before I’m placed on disability again and I’m just that much closer to it😞 I Look forward from hearing from you all.
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Fighting the urges
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by adrjust1
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 May 7th, 2025
...See more Hello I’m new here… I am a meth addicted and I relapse from time to time when I deal with anxiety or I’m triggered… I’ve been clean going on 3 years but the urges are coming back cause I can’t fight the pain I feel rn I’m feel like I’m spinning out of control and that one hit of numbness is calling my name!! I’ve been fighting the battle for so long going back to it getting off than back and so on… I’ve been so abused and hurt in my life and I’m triggered bad right now my mom always looking at me cause she told me she don’t want me to fall back to that dark place!! The fight so hard these feeling are out of control my panic attacks are worse than ever… I just want this pain to go away :/ it’s so hard now!! I feel alone lost and confused 
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