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Am I wrong to expect this?
Relationship Stress / by adventurousAcres6726
Last post
 January 31st, 2023
...See more Okay first of all I am a heterosexual male. & yes i get those momentary tempting feelings too, looking at beautiful women on the internet but i resist them.. entirely.. knowing someday i m gonna have a loving wife who is gonna love me and she'll feel very uncomfortable to see me as a loose charactergetting attracted to every next girl on the internet. I don't have many female friends. the ones i do, i m very clear in terms of my relationship with them. I don't come from a western society where people openly have different sexual partners at different times of their life, physical sanctity of my own as well as my future partner would matter to me a lot. so much so i m never ever gonna run into any prostit**es either, so that when i finally marry the person of my dreams i can gift her my pious self. And i expect the very same from my future wife too.. if i being a man ,go against the orthodox way, can resist these satanic sexual temptations.. why can't she? and why should i be allowing myself to marry such a person who doesn't match my moral values? I m not like asking too much from her without sacrificing as much myself too.. it's purely practicing what i m preaching.. and more than anything else it's my personal preference.. coz i m not offering my future wife, a dude who has licked a 100 girls' c lit.. i m offering her a person who has (ever since met her) only and only fantasized about her and got physically involved with.. it may be a pretty huge standards i m setting.. but i m myself living upto them too.. PLEASE TELL ME HOW ON EARTH CAN THIS OPINION OF MINE BE TERMED MISOGYNISTIC???
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Hello Everyone
General Support / by adventurousAcres6726
Last post
 January 24th, 2023
...See more It's not been the best of times for me lately.. but i don't complain anyway.. but i m a bit disappointed with myself in the past 3-4 months i m giving in to temptations.. (like i have restarted poker after quitting it 3 years ago for my parents, been engaging in self pleasure here and there like weekly.. after having it in control whereby i practiced it monthly or even less.. etc.) Just wanna share to everyone, I know what things i m doing aren't all good but i m very sure i m gonna win vs my temptations very soon. Thank you.
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I feel like I am being used
General Support / by adventurousAcres6726
Last post
 January 28th, 2023
...See more Hi guys it's my 2nd thread and i wanna let this known to you all that ever since my high school has gotten over i feel like people are trying to cash in on my hardwork my success for their benefits despite offering nothing of significance to contribute to my efforts other than obviously their time and eyes.. i am preparing for an exam.. and i m getting very paranoid about something.. I think i could do 80% of my actual potential and still be at a reasonably good college.. but the environment around me on my phone as well as my social circle that i m no more part of,is in way forcing me to do even more than what i am okay with just because i can do it. i feel i m being used in this regard.. i felt this thing all through in my final year at school and not gonna lie i purposefully performed a bit worse than what i could because i knew the list of people who want to benefit from my successes (WITHOUT any significant contribution that too unasked as i was literally one of the brightest student) and now when i m in my drop year preparation for college entrance exam.. i feel i will again be used by others.. i have taken the precautions from my side already but i m very sure i m being spied upon by certain people. i feel like i have been hunted out by certain people to be the person who fulfils the criteria of the person they wanna project to the world as their manufactured product which I am NOT. and it's impossible for me to be that way with the vast amount of ego i carry within myself. everytime i am working towards my goal i feel there are people chilling out there waiting at the finish line only to claim my success as theirs or for least point out their Contribution to it. I don't even know who I am. Am i a human or just a machine or a project for people to achieve fame through my works. i m not being paranoid as it happened quite a few times.. a lot of people ask me stuff then do it as i say but later on deny my involvement or just forget me.. not that i care about it but i believe they should. I don't wanna be a machine to anyone. I am Me. and i m fine with being me. i won't let any idi ot claim my success as theirs. even if that means i have to stall my success for quite a few years. but i don't have a big choice tho.. as i literally told one of my friends that i m gonna score a certain amount of marks.. if i score that much not more not less i believe i could keep my word as well as not sell my success to anyone who isn't worth it.. and obviously pay tribute to my teachers who do lots of hardwork for us students.
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Difficulty in Online interactions
General Support / by adventurousAcres6726
Last post
 January 31st, 2023
...See more Hey everyone. I am an 18yr old boy, recently passed out my school. mainly had online classes for the final two years of my schooling. My parents were really conservative about me (as well as my brother) they always ensured we never got too involved in friendships and stuff. I followed their advices (my brother didn't). Now when i have grown up in such a protective and positive environment (my family loves me so much!), my ability to understand provocative online interactions has been hindered. As all my life i have lived in an environment mostly where i was loved respected (even looked up to).. lately since the Covid, Online interactions have become the major part of social interactions. And i really s#ck at it. If that were any less then even offline interactions with most people expect few are very tiring for me. I live most of my life inside my head so whenever anything that's not in my head is thrown up i am unable to understand the speaker's intention (until obviously after a period of time when my reaction won't matter anyway) for eg- 1) I was being ridiculed on text, but i couldn't get that. 2) i was being threatened on text but i couldn't get that. 3) i was being called names on text in group,but i couldn't get it was me until after few months obviously. 4) the person i text the most to, it takes me like 5-10seconds to process the data & think of an adequate reply, often funny to impress her. 5) it literally took me months to realise certain people were posting some quotes on their stories for me. and it's a very common occurrence.. to put some context into it-- I am a very bright student of my school.. i am gonna-be a doctor within 5-6years.. so it's not like i m mentally ***.. i am blessed with a fine mind.. but my mind mainly revolves around studies and obviously fun, football, the person i love and obviously my celestial fantasies, my social life is as worse as it gets.. i feel like i m a child trapped in between grown ups.. but then again, a lot of NOT-SO-NICE things done by the mentally grown ups make me wonder if i can understand things so clearly why can't they? i feel i am very vulnerable to be betrayals from friends.. but the fact that i love my own space as much as i do.. i would rather have no friends.. but instead be a resource to the society i m part of..(like be their hero help em as much as i can) and live my life with people whom i can afford to trust.. which at this moment are very very less.. i really wanna learn to live in proper social way whereby i can for the very least understand people's intentions from their words.. or i would come off as a dumb who understands nothing.. Moreover -- i am very certain a group of my past friends spy on my phone.. they be like the lowest category of humans like the ones who spend most of their talking on talking about other people so i m not at all surprised.. that has taken a huge hit on my social growth too.. as i can no more be myself even on my phone... if anyone of you used to be similar to me but has now 'GROWN UP' let me know what you did that made the difference.
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