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akatsuki03
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She needs space as for her
Relationship Stress / by akatsuki03
Last post
 February 8th, 2022
...See more I kinda have a very complicated relationship that was ended a few weeks ago and i get over it i guess but sometimes when i am alone i am still feeling it. Me and my girlfriend ended what we have cause the reason is i am still married but seperated and my wife do not want an annulment and she is not cooperating with me. My girlfriend is my highschool crush and i dis not expect that we will fell inlove with each other, but months past she started to change and i got worries that time cause i feel it, by the way we are in a long distance relationship. So i confronted her and asked cause i felt that there is someone else, but when i confronted her she got angry and said “ is that what you think about me” i said no but it kinda feels like that cause you are avoiding me and everytime we talk it is like that you’re irritated, and then she said that she felt guilty of what we have cause she said that in the eyes of other people ahe is still a mistress cause my wife do not want a divorce. I understand her and i felt guilty to cause she wants us to be legal but we are hiding it cause her parents will not allow what we have because of me. So i decided to let her go and she said we can be good friends, but until now we are still communicating, she still send kissing emoji and one day when i was deunk with my friends, she called me and then message me to take care and said i love you love, but when i asked her the next day she just smile and said that we cannot be together again, so it confuse me, did she still loves me but hesitating because of my situation? Or she is just letting it slowly and after that she will pull herself away to me completely? Or she is just waiting me to come home in our country where she’s there and i don’t really know, i wish she will just tell me that she have someone new so i can get over it but reality it is painful for me if it happens
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Cannot get over
Relationship Stress / by akatsuki03
Last post
 January 28th, 2022
...See more Hi everyone, Just wanna share cause it still hurts to me a lot, last july 2021 me and my friend cross paths via socila media, we are far from each other, i am married but me and my wife are not together anymore. Well we ended up texting other everyday and we develop to wach other easily cause we know each other before, she is a single mom and we told problems to each other, we became like we can say partner, she cannot put title on us cause she said that i am still married and she knows that her family will not accept it. We are ok for a couple of months and suddenly after christmas and new year she changed and like do not care for me any more, we ended up always fighting and just now we ended our relationship and she said that her guilt is eating her because for her it is still a mortal sin cause i am still married and other people can still call her a mistress cause i am still married , yah seperated but not divorced cause in our country divorce is forbiden. It realky hurts me a lot cause i know we love each other but because of my situation it makes very complicated. She meant a lot to me and i love her so much but i let her go cause i understand her and still can’t get over with, Still waiting for her messages, i just winder why it happened now, it only 10 days left and i will come back home for her. So frustrating cause i cannot be with her anymore like we planned.
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Feeling broken
Relationship Stress / by akatsuki03
Last post
 January 28th, 2022
...See more Hi, i wrote before about my long distance relationship with my girlfriend, and i think her love is fading away, i cannot feel it anymore our conversation is like a question and answer portion, and sometimes i have nothing to say cause i am the one who is opening a topic everytime. She is not like this before, i don’t know what to do, shall i confront her? Because the last time that i did, she got angry and told me that maybe she is not the one i want to be with, now i am coming home now to my home country where she is and honestly when i showed her my ticket that i am coming home, i cannot feel her excitement. Like before when we used to talk that i will go home to be with her, i can feel her excitement and joy. But now it is like an empty feeling that i felt feom her, i sacrifice everything to be with her, now i do not know if it is worth it. What i am feeling rigjt now is like i am begging for her time. I remember when we used to fight because her ex boyfriend is communicating to her again and she told me and showed me there conversation, i was so angry at that time cause it is like they are so happy in there conversation,and she asked me what she can do to make it stop without hurting him, i said “ asked him why he is communicating again? Does he want for both of you to be together again, and tell him that you are with someone else.” What she did is she just said only that we want for both of them to become friends only. And one day she showed me again how she message the guy and it is like a question and answer portion. She told me she did that cause she knows that the guy will give up and never message her again. Guess what? It is like that she is doing that to me, does she wants me to give up on us? I do not know now what is running on her mind cause she is not telling me everything now. I am so confuse, i do not what to do, it is like my whole damn emotion is mixed up. I am always understanding her cause she is busy with job and family cause she is the one supporting them but apmething is change and i hope i am wrong about it.
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A bit confused of her feelings about me
Relationship Stress / by akatsuki03
Last post
 January 15th, 2022
...See more Hi, i just want to share and i hope someone can give me an advise. I have a girlfriend and we are having long distance relationship. We know each other since highschool and after 15 years we connected to each other again and fell in love with each other, we started like messaging each other time to time, having video calls and always updating each other what we are doing but after 5 months she started not to message everytime and update me, well i still do that cause that what she wants, her family is a strict one to her even she is in the right age now and even she has already a 10 year old son which the father left them, she said that she is busy with work and with family and her family is not used to seeing her on the phone everytime, her family does’nt know about our relationship. It is just strange that she changes everthing, she said to me that she is not used in updating time to time and she tried but not used to it. She said she still love me though but sometimes i can’t feel it. Is it just my magination that she fell out of love and she doesn’t know how she can tell me cause she is afraid to hurt me?
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