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blisswax
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Stealing identities?
Personality Disorders Support / by blisswax
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 October 16th, 2022
...See more I've had this really weird problem where whenever I have difficulties with someone I sort of start really liking their name and using it for myself. I'm genderqueer and struggle with finding a name that fits For example (example name)my friendship with Anna ended very painfully with her really hurting me Suddenly I really like her name and use Anna for myself The same thing happened with a bunch of other people What could this mean? Can anyone relate?
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Weird problem, can anyone relate?
Personality Disorders Support / by blisswax
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 October 12th, 2022
...See more Does anyone else ever have these moments where you just talk to your friend and you suddenly feel extremely attracted to them (s*xually) and you flirt and just feel the urge to be super affectionate and stuff and then after a while it just stops? I wonder if anyone else experiences this, it's sometimes a big problem idk
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Venting again
Personality Disorders Support / by blisswax
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 October 7th, 2022
...See more I miss my ex so much. At the same time I hate her for what she did to me. And at the same time I hate myself for what I did to her. I'm being torn apart by these awful extremes. Most of the time I feel nothing. Emptiness. Occasional overwhelming anger, sadness and impulsiveness but the happiness is gone. I don't care about anything or anyone anymore. I hate everyone else but at the same time I'm so lonely. I want to be loved again. My ex held me together when I was falling apart and now I'm just drifting through life aimlessly. I don't think that there's a point to any of this. Everything is meaningless. My entire life is meaningless without her. Why did I treat her like that? Why did I pull her so close out of fear of losing her that I suffocated her? Why am I so horrible? I have this mindset of "If I'm not the best, I'm nothing" I wanted to be her everything just like she was mine. I'm a horrible person, completely unworthy of love. I don't want to let anyone this close anymore. I'm too afraid. I don't want to do anything anymore. God I hate myself. I'm a demon. A capricious piece of filth. She was all I cared about.
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Vent
Personality Disorders Support / by blisswax
Last post
 October 5th, 2022
...See more Why is it that I realize that some of the things I'm doing are wrong but they just happen anyway? Whenever someone gets too close to me I just sink my claws into them and just make them feel horrible with my constant need for reassurance, my mood swings, my paranoia and me just lashing out for no reason I'm so afraid of letting people this close, of allowing them into my heart as a favorite person Each and every one of them knew about my issues and all of them said that they're okay with it but at some point they all collapsed under the pressure and I was left all alone. My worries always turned out to be true in the end Am I incapable of having any form of deep relationship? What's wrong with me?
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