Farewell
Hi everyone who would read this post. I know this might be sudden to you all, but maybe some of you already had the intuition.
I am leaving 7cups, you may no longer see me after 30th March or the first week of April. Its still not decided if I am leaving forever or not, but most probably, in every possibilities, I will leave.
There are reasons, I am not sure how to explain them all here. 7cups has been good to me, from 2021 and mostly 2022 even though I was not here for almost two years in between, but not enough to save me. Save me from myself, and I am also to blame for that either way.
I hurt people, even though I didnt mean to, and I sorry about that, and I dont expect forgiveness at all. Forgiveness is for people who can change. I don't know if I have ever changed for the better since I have been conscious.
This post will in most certainty, most probably, will become my last post here. I will not be able to tag all of the people I would want to, many have already left or I cant find their username.
Thank you for the people who have been kind beyond they should have been and supported me in my tough times.
We laughed, we created chaos in the group chats and forums, we played fun games, we listened and supported each other, We were there to leave cookies and chocolates and hug attack others who reallh needed them and even if they didn't, we still spread positivity for no reason but for positivity's sake itself.
Farewell in advance and in case I don't see you anymore, good morning, good afternoon and good night.
💙
Tagging everyone I was able to :
@amiableBunny4016
@Comiclsland
@DarkerPlaces
@exuberantBlackberry9105
@Macylou82
@Tobedoctor (I don't know your current username)
@Lovemymoonflowers
@fairmindedJar4926
@enthusiasticHouse3272
@kitsies
(Thank you really really much for all your kindness and support for me at the start of the year, I appreciate you from my heart for all you do for 7cups and other members too)
@calmmoon2104
I'm really sad to see you leave but just know that if at any point you wish to come back or have a chat with me, my pms are always open for you and I'll be right here for you.
I hope things will end up better for you in the future as I truly believe you deserve the best even if you disagree. Take care friend and I'll see you in the future hopefully!
@kitsies
Thank you Katie 💙🫂
@calmmoon2104
Hey I'm really sorry but I hope everything goes well for you. Honestly everyone is gonna miss you a lot. You're a strong person I truly wish the best for whatever life holds ahead and to be honest we'd love to have you back if there's any chances. Wishing you best of luck for everything ahead to be honest I didn't know how to put this all in words but yah wishing the best for you ❤️
@H3reAlways
Thank you 💖🫂 I appreciate yoy for being a kind listener to me.
@calmmoon2104
you're welcome and we'll be waiting if you ever come back it was nice knowing you ❤️🫂
@Mahd12
@midnightlily00
@ZeninMaki
@calmmoon2104 Hey moon, Im really sad to hear all of this but I can understand your situations, I hope you'll come back one day, I'll miss you really *hugs*, and you're not a bad person, we all hurt people sometimes and I know you wouldnt do smthg like that intentionally ever, please dont be so hard on yourself and trust me you're amazing🤍
@midnightlily00
Thank you lily, I appreciate your kind and supportive words. You were a good friend even though our meeting was short.
Take care and be happy 💖🫂✨️💙
@lovelyAiko
@calmmoon2104 Im so sorry moon I can understand how difficult the situations must be for you, I'll be praying for you and your healing. Please come back whenever you feel like it again, we're always here for you and will miss you deeply *hugs*. You're one of the most amazing friends ive had and I'll miss you sm, sending you lots of love🤍
@heysoftsoul
Thank you soft, you were a really sweet and kind friend and supported me and were nice to me all the time. Thank you for being here and for me too 💖🫂
Take care and be happy.
@Selenophile9109
@D1centra
@Angiewaa
@silvercurtains
@levenda
@calmmoon2104 heyy sorry i'm late. good luck moon. there's always potential for forgiveness, and there's always space for change.
Hi moon im so sorry to hear this 😞 uv been 1 my best friends on here for years n it will realy strange without u 😕😕 but i understand life happens n things change 😞 i realy hope u will come bk to cups *big hugs moon *
@DarkerPlaces
You were my first best friend too Olaf 💙🫂 I often searched the chatrooms for you and you were often on my mind, you are really kind and supportive Rome 💙 Thank you for all the time we had together on cups 🫂
Always have time for u n if u come back (which hope u do) il still always have time for u tcr genunley wont b same without u
@DarkerPlaces 
@calmmoon2104 Oh moon…. Ik things have been extremely hard for you, and I just wish I could take away all your pain. I respect your decision, but that’s not going to stop me from missing you insanely. Thank you, for being such an amazing friend to me. I hope you know, that you’re welcome back anytime and I’ll be here, waiting with open arms.
@Macylou82
Thank you best lou, you were the best villainous lou and one of the most kindest and supportive one I could ask for, you are really a great freind. I loved chatting with you in the chatrooms and forums and playing games and icebreakers 💙 Take care and be happy 💙🫂
@calmmoon2104 if it’s ok, I think @unassumingeyes and @yourlocalIKEA might like to be tagged
@Macylou82
Thank you for tagging unassuming and kea, I couldn't find their usernames.
@Macylou82 thanks for tagging me laces <3
@calmmoon2104
moon, i don’t really know how to put this into perfect words, but i just wanted to say thank you.
you were one of the first people i met here, and you’ve always held a really special place in my heart because of that. we shared so many interests from movies to mythologies to pure chaos. ngl i was actually waiting to see you in the oldie land, but i understand that sometimes we all need a break and some time away and i respect that.
i’m really going to miss you and it honestly makes me sad to see you go.
i hope wherever you go from here, things feel a little lighter and kinder for you. you deserve that.
thank you for all the memories, the talks, and just being you 🩵
take care of yourself, always.
lots of love,
hana
🫂🤍
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Thank you Hana for all your kind words. I also wanted to talk with you in chatrooms on the adult side of cups, but I am sorry it's not possible anymore. I feel bad, we made a plan to write our first book, maybe that will remain an uncompleted project.
I too loved talking about mythology, history and many topics you it was really fun and exciting and our friendship will hold a safe place in my heart 💙 Take care and be happy 💙
@calmmoon2104
i'll cherish those memories forever✨ be happy and safe, always🩵
@calmmoon2104
you're a good person. you know that? despite what you may think. you're a good person, and a great companion and friend. i've never had a bad moment with you, not one.
i hope good things will come your way. We cupsers will miss your presence 🤍
@unassumingEyes
Thank you friend, you were one of the first friends I made on 7cups, and the time we had together was really less but a good and nice time. Chatting and playing games and icebreakers in the chatroom was really fun. I miss the cups four in a row board game option lol.
Take care and be happy 💙
@calmmoon2104 We never met but I wish you well. We often are our own biggest persecutors. Considering the response of your friends, I highly doubt you are this unforgivable person who cannot change. We all can and you very likely have in ways you cannot currently see for yourself. I hope that this space, if you will take it and for as long as you need, provides some breathing room and clarity. You are not irredeemable. We all mess up. I sure as *** have.
@ConstellationSystem
Thank you Constellation. I really appreciate your kind and supportive words and I am happy you took the time to read my farewell post. I read your hobbies post, nature walking and Pokémon are really fun.
Take care and be happy 💙
We wish for you too very much, if it comes to you little and needs growing we wish for u any shape or time
Thank u!
@ConstellationSystem
You too! (*^▽^)/★*☆♪
@calmmoon2104
Awh, man, I love the Truman show reference, friend! You seem awesome already despite whatever mistakes you've made. I hope everything goes well for you in life and I absolutely hope you either have forgiven yourself or someday can learn to. Farwell and happy wishes, stranger. Thanks for your time on 7cups 💜
@DefinitelyNotAltered
Thank you, I got the idea from one of my poet friends. Thank you for taking the time to read my farewell post. I appreciate your supportive words 💙
@calmmoon2104
Anytime! Hope all goes well for you, friend.
@calmmoon2104
Inshallah good morning, afternoon, night, and tidings forever!
Thanks you so much for your time on 7Cups, you have helped me and a lot of us in many ways. We will miss you, and if you ever need an outlet or just want that group chat chaos--7cups is still here!
Trust me, i ain't leaving anytime soon.
With ultimate blessing,
-Mahd12
@Mahd12
Thank you Mahd (blame the typo for calling you mad lol). You helped me on my painful ocd ridden highly depressive days and supportive me and were kind to me and everyone always. I really loved talking with you about theology and various other topics, it was really fun and interesting.
Thank you for your presence during ny time on 7cups. Take care and be happy, you are a good person, don't forget that. 💙🫂
@calmmoon2104 will miss you pal
💙🫂
it was a great pleasure
@calmmoon2104
It was fun talking about random things in the chatrooms with you Moon. Hope you will return in the future. Good luck with your exams Moon. Sending you lots of hugs.
@fairmindedJar4926
Thank you jar, you too. It was fun talking to you about different topics and thank you for supporting and always being kind to me. Take care and be happy, and good luck 💙🫂
@calmmoon2104
Ophelia, we didn't know eachother that long and didnt talk that much but you made my time here amazing ever since I downloaded the app i will always remember you and how you made my first day here so welcoming, i wish we could chat more and get to know each other and it's sad to see you go but if it's for the best then let it be.
I believe you are a caring sweet person at heart even if you say you hurt people, I may not know much but i think you deserve forgiveness even if you don't expect it. I think you are awesome and that you don't need to ran away from yourself or anything like that.
I hope that everything takes a great turn in your life and that you are at peace and living your best life.
May we meet again.