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I'm going to miss my first day of high school
Anxiety Support / by coolpeoplez
Last post
 July 7th
...See more I'm going into my freshmen year of high school I and found out today that I'm going to miss the first day and I'm really freaking out. in august I'm going to Brazil to visit my family and I was wondering when we were leaving and coming back and I'll be missing summer camp (its also my last year and I've been going there since the summer before 6th grade) and freshmen orientation and my first day and before I was feeling very prepared and really excited mostly because I'm coming from a much smaller k-8 school and I've been in the same class for 5 years so its a really big change for me. right now I'm just feeling a lot of FOMO and before I was finding comfort in it being a new experience for everyone and that it would help me with making new friends because I'm a pretty quiet shy person and I only have a few friends that I consistently talk to. so overall I'm just really worried about missing out and just feeling  alone and I'm just going to be constantly worrying over it for like the next two months and I want to talk about it with someone but I don't definitely going to cry and its going to turn into a huge long talk long and I'm just not sure how to make the situation any better and I just feel so worried and unprepared. 
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Today kinda sucked
Autism Support / by coolpeoplez
Last post
 June 7th, 2025
...See more So today I went out with my sister and mom and when we were ordering food I thought she was going to order for me because she usually does and then she was looking at me expectantly and and told my sister to order first because I was surprised and I felt like I was about to start crying and by the time she was done I was still trying to pull myself together and just trying to breathe and all the words just disappeared and I was just trying to think for a little to long I guess then my just said "that's it. she wont get anything." and so I went hungry and then we had to go on a walk for like an hour and half way through she just started ignoring me and my sister. then she told us to put our phones in the truck then she dropped us off at home and yelled at us and said "you cant watch tv or anything until the whole house is spotless!"  i dont know what was such a surprise for her because ive always had trouble talking to adult that i dont know and especially ordering at restaurants. anyway im going to a sleep over so hopefully it'll be good.
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Everything is going down hill again
Depression Support / by coolpeoplez
Last post
 May 8th, 2025
...See more school Everything is just going downhill again I was feeling great and like not depressed and no friend drama I could keep up with homework and now that feeling of being ok is completely gone. First I can not stop thinking about my ex and he keeps talking to me and trying to be friends and while I was trying to get over him I couldn't talk to anyone. Now I have to remind myself why I hate him but its not working. This year one of my best friends from school is always talking to the girl who bullied me for two years straight and never payed attention to her in all 4 years I've been at my school. she's now ghosted me and like three other of the girls in my class who were really good friends with her. I started doing track last year and I loved it and I still love it and I was good at it to. my PR last year for the 200m race was 27.18 and I went to all of the meets (races) and even championships and I've only been able to go to one meet this year and I sucked I got 37.34. I cant go to meet tomorrow because there are so many kids on the team so not everyone can go and the coaches are only bringing the kids who are close to qualifying for championships so not me. almost of my friends are going to the meet tomorrow and championships. This morning the school counselor came in to talk about healthy body image and I was feeling great about myself and then I just couldnt stop thinking about how much I hate the way I look. On top of all of this we have end of the year testing and we had a test on Monday and one tomorrow where I have to write an essay in just a couple hours and I hate writing essays and I wouldn't be surprised if I end up having a panic attack tomorrow. we also have like double the amount of homework we normally have and I have sports all week for the next two weeks then track will end but I'll still have stuff on the other three days. there just aren't enough hours in the day and I need someone to lean on but I feel so alone and isolated.
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happy birthday to me😕
Depression Support / by coolpeoplez
Last post
 February 13th, 2025
...See more I hate my life so much right now. my birthday is tomorrow and things with my mom suck and I'm grounded so I'm not even supposed to be on my computer right now I had a panic attack yesterday and I feel like crying all the time and I have a snow day today which means sitting in my room and staring at the wall and crying and getting lectured about how I'm a disappointment. she doesn't know nearly how much I'm struggling to even want to stay alive. I cant talk to her or tell her how I'm feeling in the slightest because it will turn into a 20 min lecture. 😮‍💨     
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I had a panic attack
Anxiety Support / by coolpeoplez
Last post
 February 20th, 2025
...See more so my mom got a letter from school saying that I hadn't turned in work from when I had missed school and she grounded me so I can watch TV or be on my phone and I shouldn't be on my computer either but I really just needed to talk about this. the next day after I got grounded I got back a math test that I was sure I was gonna get a good grade at the very least a 2.5 probably a 3 but I got a two and all that morning my anxiety was through the roof and I started crying a little bit a couple times but when I saw the grade I broke down and started sobbing and a friend took me outside i was just sitting there sobbing and i just couldn't catch my breath then my face got all tingly i think i was sitting there for 5 min before i could breath normally and stop crying. i think that was my second panic attack because i had one in 4th grade when i got an office referral for not talking to a teacher because i was upset. this school year just has been so hard for me and grades suck and drama. i really need help but i don't know how to ask and my mom she just has such high expectations form me and ever since middle school i stopped meeting those standards and life just really really sucks right now. 
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does anyone else feel this way?
Religion & Spirituality / by coolpeoplez
Last post
 February 6th, 2025
...See more So I don't want this to come off the wrong way I guess but like I'm Catholic and there's this boy in my class and recently he started wearing a cross and on some class art projects he would put a cross on them and the thing is as far as I know he isn't Christian or Catholic neither is anyone in his family. I've heard from friends that he was asking his mom for a cross necklace and idk it just rubs me the wrong way cause yk Jesus died on a cross so that good people could get the chance to go to heaven. Also the fact that its almost become a "trend" to wear a cross or a rosary because you think its pretty. In my opinion I just don't think that its cool it's low-key kinda disrespectful. I just needed to get that off my chest anyways have a nice day🤗.
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