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courageousMango9845
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Anyone wanna escape?
Newbie Hub / by courageousMango9845
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 November 11th, 2024
...See more My head is such a mess. Where can I escape to?
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How do you see your parents and family members
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 November 7th, 2024
...See more The first time I told my parents that I’m depressed is like 10 years ago when I was in high school. They refused to accept the fact that I’m depressed. At that same night, my mom tried to hang herself, she kept saying she felt like a bad mom. And I have no idea how to stop her so I be like sorry for saying I was depressed. I’m not I’m just having a tantrum. And she seems to calm down and put herself to sleep. From that moment on I never ever dare to tell her anything cuz she will once again make it all about herself and make me feel like the worst daughter ever. Last night I tried to tell her how the way she responded to me hurt me deeply, and she lost it once again. I don’t think they cares at all, they never wanna be there to support me through this. They definitely contribute to my mental illness but when I legit need help they just being super narcissist to make it all about themselves. Like I had to swallow my despair to comfort them that I’m totally fine so they feel like the greatest parents ever. I went to my room crying all night. All they do is some kinda emotional manipulation. I hate living in here, I hate them to some extent. I feel so alone. 
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Why life so unbearable and exhaustingly long
Newbie Hub / by courageousMango9845
Last post
 November 19th, 2024
...See more Each day the only thing I could do was lean against the wall, soak up the warmth, listen to music, and let my mind drift, imagining what kinda life I could’ve lived.
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Anyone relate to this?
Newbie Hub / by courageousMango9845
Last post
 November 6th, 2024
...See more Hey everyone ! I just joined a few hours ago as I am going through a really difficult time. I’ve been feeling depressed since I was in high school now I’m 25. I’m a perfectionist and have an extreme personality. I couldn’t see alternatives which makes my life so hard as I couldn’t handle situations where I didn’t get what I worked for. It’s devastating. I sacrifice my mental and physical health to be the top student in my school and now I couldn’t even bear with thinking finding a job related to my major. I never truly knew what I want with my life, now I’m still struggling. My parents they say go get a job form a family make money and that sort of thing I just wanna vomit. Ppl around me are destroying me with their lifestyles and thinking. I’m tired. I find comfort in the fact that I only get to live once. And I’m too in my own head, I just couldn’t stop dreaming.
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