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courteousCranberry5915
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PathStep 4 Compassion hearts12 Forum posts13 Forum upvotes5 Current upvotes5 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2021 Member sinceFebruary 6, 2021
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Alcohol Consumption
Eating Disorder Support / by courteousCranberry5915
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 July 7th, 2021
...See more So I don’t really know what this would be called, but whenever I drink alcohol basically my brain gives me an excuse to go throw up. I won’t necessarily throw up on the regular, but after even one drink, I go and make myself throw up and I will the next day because it makes me feel skinny. Is this the beginning of a problem? I had an eating disorder during my high school career, but I don’t want this to begin into the something.
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Royal Mess Up
Relationship Stress / by courteousCranberry5915
Last post
 June 5th, 2021
...See more i slept with the absolute love of my life’s best friend to try and get over him. then i found out that he actually cares for me and i regret sleeping with his friend with my whole heart. i hurt him so bad, but how do i hold onto him? i would marry this man right this second, but i’m worried i hurt him so bad he won’t come back.
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Communication
Relationship Stress / by courteousCranberry5915
Last post
 May 20th, 2021
...See more i just recently told a guy how i felt about him after several years. to my surprise he said he had feelings for me as well. now when i confessed these feelings to him i asked for his complete honesty when it comes to him having feelings for me or not. i told him that i did not want him to feel pressured or any of that bc him lying about it would obviously just make things worse for me. so once we talked things over he said “i have feelings for you 100%” now a few days later he doesn’t respond to my messages that fast. now i will not double text or any of that bc i don’t want to come across as clingy, but it’s like he doesn’t want to talk to me. i just don’t understand how we could go from admitting serious feelings for each other to talking infrequently. we agreed we wanted to see each other over the summer and facetime and such, but there has been no action backing that up on his end and so i’m just seriously confused on what that means. i don’t doubt his feelings for me bc i gave him several outs and asked for honesty, but i just don’t understand why there isn’t more constant communication
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got played?
Relationship Stress / by courteousCranberry5915
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 May 17th, 2021
...See more i’ve been in love with the same person for the past three years. when i mean in love i mean i have never ever and may will never feel the same about another person. i have turned down other relationships in order to salvage this one many times. they are literally like crack to me. recently we got into an argument in which i confessed my feelings and they said that they share similar feelings. they just graduated college and we’re leaving town so we hung out everyday up until that point and things were looking up. it was a miracle on earth that they shared these feelings with me after i had bottled them up for so long. but now that they are gone i can’t help but think what if they said all of those things just for fun. the things i said to them put me in the most vulnerable place in my life and i was amazed when they said they cared for me. i don’t want to be this clingy person, but i also don’t know what we will do in the future and i want to know. do i ask them or am i just getting played?
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Should I be concerned?
Relationship Stress / by courteousCranberry5915
Last post
 February 19th, 2021
...See more my boyfriend made a joke the other day and i was playing along with the joke, but i guess i took it past his comfort zone (which i apologized for), but his reaction was more intense than i have ever seen. he got this angered look on his face and choked me. we playfully choke each other on occasion, but never to the fact that we can’t breathe. this time was wayyy more intense and i don’t know if this is a sign that it’s going to lead to something else or if he genuinely didn’t understand his strength.
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