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cuteblohsh
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts1,591 Forum posts51 Forum upvotes29 Current upvotes29 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2023 Member sinceJuly 4, 2021
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Charmingday4825 is my whole entire world <33

Ridhi23 is so incredible and she’s the absolute best mwuah my best friend ever

funnyapplehehehehe is one of my best friends 

imlistening01 is genuinely so support and sweet <33 as well as Paprika001 they’re the best listeners ever





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it’s driving me insane.
Depression Support / by cuteblohsh
Last post
 August 2nd, 2021
...See more hi, emily here. i’m 14 and i’m honestly going insane. around my parents i pretend i’m someone i’m not, and i’m scared i’m going to forget who i actually am. around them…i pretend i’m straight i pretend i haven’t had suicidal thoughts i pretend i don’t self harm i pretend i don’t have social anxiety i pretend i don’t have separation anxiety i pretend i’m not in love with billie eilish i pretend billie eilish didn’t save my life a thousand times i pretend i can sleep without being scared and i pretend i’m not going insane. I KEEP PRETENDING INSTEAD OF DOING WHAT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD AND WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY AND EXCITED AND ITS MAKING ME GO INSANE PLEASE HELP ME. i’m scared i’m going to forget who i am.
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I Can’t Deal With This Anymore
Anxiety Support / by cuteblohsh
Last post
 July 25th, 2021
...See more Hey, so my name is Emily. I’m 14. I love talking to listeners on 7cups and I mean love. Every night I hop into bed and get all excited because I get to talk to all my favourite listeners. Usually from 12am to 2am sometimes till 6am. I can’t help myself. Obviously I know I’m supposed to be sleeping but I can’t. There was this one listener I connected with at 2am, we talked for hours. Their time zone was PST so it was earlier for them, anyways. We bonded and bonded and had the best time ever. It was so fun! And then they kept saying okay, let’s go to bed now. And I felt the anxiety very deeply. I couldn’t leave. I remember having all these negative thoughts. Because I never bond with someone like that twice. It’s very rare. It was 7am and they were like okay let’s get some sleep. We can talk tomorrow I promise! And I was hesitant. They tried comforting me but nothing was working. I just kept the feeling more and more anxiety as it got closer to leaving. I mean we had to countdown. It was bad. They said okay 10 minutes. Then 5 minutes. Then 3 minutes. Then 1 minute. And then…3 seconds. They said okay, let’s close 7cups. And I couldn’t, I physically couldn’t click the home button and close the app. I felt like inseparable. It felt like you couldn’t take my best friend away from me. It felt like a breakup. It was not good. I was crying and I couldn’t do it. I was crying a lot actually and I’ve only known this wonderful listener for hours. But at the time, hours felt like years. I remember it so vividly. That’s when I really knew I had separation anxiety especially with my friends and listeners on here. I had to hug my blanket after we left and I asked it, please comfort me please I’m scared I can’t do this. No I miss them. And I kept crying and crying and crying because it felt like someone was tearing us apart. This is happening more often and it’s not fun at all. It feels like such a horrible feeling. I’m worried and concerned. I get so attached and so clingy and it’s like when I really like you, I can’t let go just like that. It’s like I’m attached to your leg, I can’t move and I just love you so much. I need help because I don’t want this problem to become bigger. Please someone help. I can’t deal with this anxiety everyday. -Emily
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Unsure
7 Cups Online Therapy / by cuteblohsh
Last post
 July 11th, 2021
...See more Hi there! In my opinion, therapy is wonderful and does a lot good for people and helps them improve. But my question is, how do I know if I need therapy and how can I approach my parents and have them accept my feelings and not freak out when I tell them what is truly going on? I know I need help but I don't know how to ask them. Thank you. <3
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