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danyguerraleal
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I feel boring
Anxiety Support / by danyguerraleal
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 December 26th, 2018
...See more I feel like the spark I used to have is gone. My sense of humor is gone and I feel lifeless. I feel bored with myself and with life. Everything I say is said in a monotone way. I dont know if it has to do with my depression and anxiety or maybe the medication Im taking. I feel stuck in my thoughts and feelings. I miss having fun and doing silly things.
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I Feel Useless
Anxiety Support / by danyguerraleal
Last post
 December 23rd, 2018
...See more I cant do anything alone, my anxiety wont permit it. I doubt myself constantly about what I can or cannot do. My brain is messed up from so much anxiety and from my medication. I cant add or subtract in my head anymore I feel like my IQ has dropped many points. I even fear that I wont know how to calculate dhow much time to be at the airport. I feel useless. I barely have a job because I cant manage anything stressful. I also have difficulty retaining information... I cant fully learn stuff and I cant speak well too. I have so much anxiety that I cant fully explain myself or even tell a story. I cant really articulate or be eloquent. And I often feel this terrible sensation in the pit of my stomach. It
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Anxiety
Anxiety Support / by danyguerraleal
Last post
 December 31st, 2018
...See more I feel like my life has no purpose everyday seems like a long time.I want to feel alive. My childhood was a mess due to my anxiety. I used to hide my face from people because I thought I looked ugly and thus I developed social anxiety. I didnt and still dont like people looking at my face. I would get panicky when I stood up and delievered a speech or had a presentation at school. I fear judgement and thus I had very few friends. Due to my stress I developed a scalp condition where my scalp is dry but also has extra sebum. It has been a real pain in the ass to manage my hair. When I went to school I would wear a headband and tried to hide it. I grew isolated because of it. It took forever for me to get ready. When I would go out I would have mental breakdowns because my hair was so messed up. Also I want to talk about my fears. I am afraid that my jaw operation messed up my jaw and thus my face became deformed. I have BDD because of it. I also am afraid that a combination of my anxiety,medication and depression messed with my brain and somehow I became dumbed down. I used to be funny and somehow my humor went away Im afraid it
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Fear of Not Being Smart Enough
Anxiety Support / by danyguerraleal
Last post
 December 22nd, 2018
...See more Im taking a lot of medication and I feel like it messes up my brain. Im afraid that my pills will give me long term consequences. Im so anxious about my smarts. I have a phobia about not being smart enough. I feel like I have difficulty remember ing streets and where my car is parked. I can never find my way around town. I also have difficulty dividing and doing math. Basic math. I feel dumb like I cant fully learn something. My anxiety also doesnt help me it makes it difficult for me to concentrate. I feel useless like if I cant do my finances or even live by myself. Im also afraid of speaking because my anxiety and meds inhibit coherency. i fear that my brain from so many meds, so much anxiety and so much depression have somehow left me off.
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