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fairmindedPal265
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Realisation
Addiction Support / by fairmindedPal265
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 Saturday
...See more From last two days I am realising that my social media addiction ,loneliness and eagerness to connect with anyone, relates majorly my surroundings and lifestyle .I do scrolling and waiting for anyone and other addiction(which is i think not entirely an addiction but an alternate option to survive the loneliness .I mostly want to ignore people around me because I don't agree with their opinion it makes me worry and anxious how they see things about others and it makes me uncomfortable and distant from people in real life .I want to avoid them but at the same time I don't want to argue with them so, I tries to look busy on phone but in reality i have no one to talk and at the same time indo want to share what I really think what bothers me .
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Social media addiction
Addiction Support / by fairmindedPal265
Last post
 Friday
...See more I feel so earge to check for messages on social media especially a specific platforms where I can meet people from different countries .I am not interested talk to people from my country because I feels I am so different from them (perspective ,I see lots of social things which i don't like ,but i genuinely don't believe I am better than anyone).I want to see world ,feel that know about that it really makes me feels alive but now its turning into obsession .I keeps checking platforms thousands times a day and wait eagerly for one message from anyone maybe because I am so lonely and in this process i met few people some took advantage of me with some I had good conversation and I connected with some who genuinely never deserve me ,now deep down I want to explore world from my mobile talk to someone native (it makes things so real to know ,a real normal life of a normal person from different corner of the world ).but not having anyone to talk makes my loneliness unbearable and sometimes just to stop my mind to race 24*7 I watch porn too .watching porn or masturbation become a thing to avoid lots of unsettling emotions of my heart .I like romantic ai dramas but with time I am noticing I am mostly thinking about sex in real life .Sometimes i just think about weird sexual things out of nowhere .I imagine private part of opposite sex and I imagine myself to enjoy that it comes in second and i realise too in second and try to avoid these thought .It making me think that Imy lifestyle and loneliness pushing me towards these unhealthy thoughts and i hate this out of control behaviour where i wait desperately for other (but I don't look for relationship and friend all I want just talk ,I may end up in relationship or will make some good friend but I want any relationship wisly but especially not in this vulnerable state of mind ).
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Looking for friend/anyone
Friendship Support / by fairmindedPal265
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 4 hours ago
...See more I just want to talk to someone who enjoys deep conversation.i have no friends in my real life because of my lifestyle and at some point because of perspective.I am not religious person .I believes in humanity .I am an ambivert person i usually struggle to start conversation and being comfortable at the beginning, I takes time to being comfortable. I love to listen other's story too ,i genuinely do enjoy listening others .I think most important thing I want this time is to being heard genuinely not out of formalities and listen other's too.
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