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Anxiety after medical treatment
Anxiety Support / by funnyCircle6483
Last post
 July 17th
...See more Hi! From the beginning of this summer I had to take some medicine for my stomach. It took me almost 5 weeks of a new schedule, changing habits, avoiding some food. But somehow I felt better then than now. I had a better mood (in a middle of a course and closer to the end), and surprisingly I had much more energy to do things. Now my treatment is over, I was ready to finally go for some walks and start eating something I avoided but it became rainy and my favourite food doesn't bring me joy as it did before. I feel more and more anxious about different stuff and I'm afraid I lose this summer, because I still can't eat some fruits and it doesn't seem to stop raining soon. So my mood shifts to sadness and anxiety that are hard to deal with
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A two-faced person
Family & Caregivers / by funnyCircle6483
Last post
 July 5th
...See more The person whose parents smeared, blackmailed me an my mom for years and also beat her on my birthday when I was still a child (and after that blaming and smearing her even more, convincing people she's crazy, so they don't believe when shes gonna say what they did to her) is talking today about animals abuse and questions "Don't you ("cruel" or similar word) people are afraid or karma for leaving these beautiful creatures like this?". Some people answer that it's unnecessary to call everyone like that, like cruel, humiliating, and they respond: "If you don't like my post, you don't have to answer".. At the end of all that they add: "Thank you all for your bad comments too". The only reaction I wanted to add to this post is: "Hmm, look who's talking". But of course I didn't. Don't get me wrong, the topic is very important. But when I see it from a person whose background I do know, that's disgusting
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My present traumas strengthen my past traumas
Trauma Support / by funnyCircle6483
Last post
 May 9th
...See more Hi everyone! Seems like my problem is I still didn't deal with my past traumas (bullying, rejection, family problems) plus I keep living my today's life in some traumatic situations I can't deal with properly (signs of narcissistic abuse, family trauma from the past experience, self isolation behavior and avoidance). There are days I think like: I wish I could sleep longer and don't meet me and my reality, it sucks. I see now that all my thinking slowly shifts to the phrase: I don't know how to live and feel this life through my body and mindset, and I feel like a burden. It scaries me so much, deep down I want to get back to normal and get something from life I craved but didn't have. I'd like to know what I can do now and how can I recognize when it's the time I can't work on it alone and need a specialist. If there's anyone who goes or went through something similar, what would you say about it from your own experience. And thank you for future answers
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My experience of anxiety
Anxiety Support / by funnyCircle6483
Last post
 May 7th
...See more Hi! I will try to put it in words. Sorry for my mistakes, I still continue learning English. I feel so much anxious sometimes and panicking for no objective reason. It feels like I had an anxiety or panic attack for more or less the whole day today and it was so much hard to deal with. The thing is I used to hide from experiencing my emotions from my bullying in the past, family problems, loneliness. Sometimes I felt ashamed and even said myself: it's for later, I don't want it now. Seems like here is my "later" in some random times of a day. I also noticed I'm not strong enough to process my whole life experience and say that it's me or it's what actually made me myself today. I like to think about me like I'm another character and daydreaming.. a character with my manners, voice, appearance, but not my history and some of my naive decisions. Simply I can't handle me being me and too scared to ask for help. I find myself in "panic mode" for specific reasons. Like I told someone something really important and deep and now I regret it because I got to know these people, etc. I mostly feel really ashamed of myself but try not to show it. And no matter what I do, this shame and anxiety follow me and I feel exhausted of everything I do or everything new I start doing. It's hard to deal with and as time goes it only becomes harder to deal
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