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indigoDog4146
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Need some guidance
Relationship Stress / by indigoDog4146
Last post
 January 7th
...See more My ex, partner at the time at one point turned a verbal screaming match physical and at the time they acted like they felt bad but now they make excuses for it and said "it was reactive abuse" because of the things I said to them which yes I shouldn't have said but nonetheless it doesn't excuse what they did, and after that we had a few altercations more recently a couple of months ago I was trying to leave and never come back and then they blocked off the door and I was telling them to move and let me leave they wouldn't, I tried pulling them away from the door and I accidentally left a couple of bruises, now they bring it up every time we argue even tho we're not together anymore and not even friends just forced to be roommates temporarily, but we still argue every single day and I honestly want to move out of state, yes I'd be homeless for a bit but at least I'd be at peace, I'm tired of this constant screaming. And now they're saying a part of them enjoyed it but then when I called them out on it they lied and claimed they never said that and then they said they did say it and never claimed not to have said that and I get called a liar afterwards even though this all happened in less than an hour. I'm able to borrow $800 from my job that will be taken out of my checks in small increments but I'm trying to decide if this is what I should do, where I want to go is cold in the winter time so I'm thinking I'll probably go closer to end of spring but do you think based on what I've said this is something I should do.
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Hallucinations
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by indigoDog4146
Last post
 November 28th, 2025
...See more I've been having a lot of hallucinations both visual and audio hallucinations, and night terrors and it's making it difficult to do day to day things , I have also been waking up with scratches up and down my back.
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Frustration
Relationship Stress / by indigoDog4146
Last post
 November 14th, 2025
...See more question : is it normal to get *** if you are accused of something you didn't do? like for example , spitting on the bathroom floor? my ex who is currently a roommate accused me of spitting on the bathroom floor which I didn't do and I told them that and they still kept accusing me of it and when I got *** they said "if u didn't do it why u getting ***" I said "if u were falsely accused of something you didn't do you'd get *** too" and they said "well ur getting defensive and getting *** so obviously you did it because it wasn't me or the cat" and I then said whatever and left the house and took a walk
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Relationship end
Relationship Stress / by indigoDog4146
Last post
 November 12th, 2025
...See more So last night my partner and I broke up, it's happened before but we always got back together but this time it probably won't happen and I honestly don't want it to, I don't want a relationship with anyone, I don't want a relationship, I don't want friends, I want to be alone forever. It was peaceful.
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Trust issues
Friendship Support / by indigoDog4146
Last post
 October 26th, 2025
...See more How do you let yourself trust people enough to make friends? I've been betrayed by so many who claimed to be my friend that I don't make friends anymore and whenever people ask to be friends I say no because the same thing always happens and besides my partner and cat I've partially grown content being alone, I'll admit a part of me longs for friends but I can't go through another betrayal again.
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Why?
Depression Support / by indigoDog4146
Last post
 October 27th, 2025
...See more My life seems to be a never ending loop of bad luck and misfortune constantly, nothing seems to get better, I hate everything I see in the mirror, I have no friends, partially by choice but also because Im not good at keeping friends, my relationship is on the verge of collapse because of mistakes I've made. I have no family because of drama and un reconcilable differences. The only consistency in my life is stress and turmoil and failed relationships. Nothing good ever happens.
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My relationship.
Relationship Stress / by indigoDog4146
Last post
 October 27th, 2025
...See more My partner and I have been together for almost a year and a half, I've made a lot of mistakes in that time, one of which includes cheating on them and I haven't done it since and they found out immediately and not a day goes by that I don't feel guilt and shame for what I did, I've also called them a *** even though they never cheated on me and I'm the only one who cheated. I've also struggled with accountability during all of this. I'm trying to change because they're still with me despite not having any reason besides love for staying, I want and need to change the *** parts of myself for me and them.
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