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ivoryPine3466
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts176 Forum posts38 Forum upvotes140 Current upvotes140 Age GroupTeen Last activeSeptember, 2026 Member sinceAugust 20, 2026
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My name is Katy,but it doesn’t let me change the username for some reason. English isn’t my first language so excuse my grammar 🙏🏻

I have trust issues and lots of disorder. My mental health are getting better… but I do wish I have someone to talk to about my problems… and I wish when people ask me “Are you okay” I can say yeah without “…”

Perhaps I am born this way but I don’t like letting other people know I am not okay. To the point where some trauma are slowly becoming a problem without me knowing, maybe here I can finally find people who would care about me even just a little bit…

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How do I not like someone?
Relationship Stress / by ivoryPine3466
Last post
 September 2nd
...See more I have a crush on this guy (Lets call him F). Well first I don’t know when I started liking him? Since F and I NEVER talked and never been close, and I don’t even know if he knows I exist 😭. I started knowing I liked him when I blush or get scared when he is around me and before this year I was wearing a mask, so even when I blush no one would notice. He is pretty smart and pretty popular and he will graduate this year but I feel like I won’t stop liking him?( well what I mean is I always liked someone for max:2 years and then stopped) and I have already liked him for 2 and a half years so…
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How to yall take out your Invisalign
General Support / by ivoryPine3466
Last post
 August 31st
...See more I wore it 24 hours ago, and since then I have tried to take it off easier but somehow after watching almost 20 tutorials, I still can’t do it. Like I heard most people say tale it out from the back, but after I do both side, the front is stuck??Other people just pop them out so easily and I just struggle so much with it…
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Disappointed…
Relationship Stress / by ivoryPine3466
Last post
 August 31st
...See more I was always insecure about my looks… so the past 3 years I have been wearing a mask. I wanted to try to step out of my zone… but ofc something had to happen… It’s summer holidays, my dad kept telling me to go to the salon to make my hair shorter and thinner(since I have thick hair) but I didn’t want to, because I liked how long and thick it was. He forced me to go there and I told him,I will go if they only cut a little bit off and I showed with my hand like 5cm? And told him that they can only cut a little thinner… Well ofc he *** that up, he told them to cut short a little bit (not stating how long is “a little bit”) so now my hair is like… 10-15 cm difference… like it’s generally chopped and I can’t even let it grow back before school because school begins in 3 days… like my hair rn is both side have two parts where one part is 20 cm and then the other one is 30 cm (like it’s very obvious) and it’s not even a triangle thing, it’s two parts… I don’t dare to go to school… it looks so ugly…
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Am I a bad person…
Relationship Stress / by ivoryPine3466
Last post
 September 1st
...See more To be honest, I don’t even know if I should be talking about this. My dad is a single parent. My parents divorced when I was around three to five years old, so I don’t have any memories of my mother. I don’t know her name, what she looks like, or anything about her—she’s a complete stranger to me. Two years ago, she tried contacting me on my birthday. Last year, she sent me money, and this year, I turned her down again through my dad. I don’t know how many more times she’ll try before she finally gives up. I never want to disappoint my dad, but I have no intention of ever seeing her. We don’t have a real relationship—just a shared bloodline. Maybe that sounds cruel, but she never spent a single day acting like a mother, so I don't feel any obligation to act like her daughter…maybe if she tried when I was younger… when I needed a mothers love… now… I already got used to it…so she’s just someone with the title of “my mom”
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Nightmare…
Journals & Diaries / by ivoryPine3466
Last post
 August 30th
...See more When I was in primary school, a boy constantly bullied me. I asked him to stop many times, but he never listened and always treated it like a joke. One day, I couldn’t handle the bullying anymore and broke down crying in front of my teacher… She just made him say sorry to me, I thought he would change…but right after school, he sent me messages laughing that I cried. Even though I really thought the teacher would help… but actually she already sided with him because of his grades… I always believed that teacher treated everyone fairly, but up until graduation, she kept asking me to unblock him. She insisted he was a 'nice kid' who just liked to joke around. I trusted her because she seemed nice and I didn’t want to cause any drama , not realizing that forgiving him every time was only causing me more pain. After I blocked him, he even went out of his way to contact my secondary school friends and best friend to get information about me. I ended up having to unfriend both of them because they believed his 'nice guy' act and thought I was overreacting. To this day, no one knows about this, nor how much I was hurt during those two years. He was the type of person who acted kind in front of teachers while bullying me behind their backs. I don't even dare to go back to my primary school now…
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Be a little heartless
Mindfulness Center / by ivoryPine3466
Last post
 September 10th
...See more At least for me, I’ve always gotten emotionally attached to every person I meet. Even when someone hurts me multiple times, I still choose to forgive them. Maybe being a little heartless actually improves your mental health because it allows you to block out the people who hurt you most. Growing up, a lot of people bullied me and made fun of me. Even my best friend assumed I couldn't be hurt by their 'jokes.' Every time I blocked them, I would end up unblocking them, thinking I was the one in the wrong. But the day I graduated, I blocked them all for good and promised myself I would never see them again. I felt much happier knowing they can’t hurt me anymore. Later on I found more friends that truly cared about how I felt. It might not be the absolute best way to handle things, but sometimes forgetting people feels a lot better than forgiving them.
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How do yall eat pills??
General Support / by ivoryPine3466
Last post
 August 30th
...See more Like since birth to now, I literally have to crush up the pill to powder and then swallow it😭 I know it’s unhealthy and all.But it’s just the fear and it’s weird feeling the pill go down the throat?? Like I am just wondering is it just me?🥲
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Friendship problems…
Friendship Support / by ivoryPine3466
Last post
 Monday
...See more I don’t know if this belongs here, if not I am very sorry…English isn’t my first language so excuse my grammar. I don’t know where to start but 5 years ago I met someone and later on became best friend for 3 years, but I forgot exactly why I got mad at her.(The only thing I remember now is that she added someone that I hate after I told her 3+ times not to.) (She also ditched me after I waited 40 mins for her) and then we had a fight and I unfriend her and since then we both never contact each other. But today, she tried adding me back (sending me a friend request), I don’t know have I overreacted that day… we are both more mature now and I somehow don’t know what to do… Again… I am sorry if this doesn’t belong here…😭
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