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juicyfruit06
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Confused.
Anxiety Support / by juicyfruit06
Last post
 August 26th, 2021
...See more I am literally lost right now. I love doing things that are related to computer since I was 7 years old, when I was 10 I wanted to create my own program. My grandpa bought a second hand laptop that helped me with my hobby but it didn't last long. Right now I wanted to start again with my hobby, I can't say I have anything else to do it's just that other things don't excite me as much as computers do.. I've been asking them for about four years now for a PC (it could be a second hand) that I could use or what but they keep saying no because i was too young to get one. Recently I asked my grandparents for a Laptop or a PC (I can use for online classes and develop my skills) but they said "no" because I might get addicted and I don't seem to be progressive when I use it so I said ok I understand.. I've tried doing other things instead of improving what I want to improve like my grandma told me to start planting but it doesn't seem to give me excitement.. Now they're going nuts because I'm not doing anything progressive which makes me anxious because I don't know what will happen in the future.. They keep telling me to do what I love but I can't even reach the first step to it.. I am being cautious on everything I do, I think about it thoroughly and it gives me the anxiety.. I want to achieve something but I don't know how in this state, should i just leave what I love doing and do some other stuff that they define as progressive? I don't know. If I could only work and have enough money to buy one for myself I wouldn't feel this bad for having this kind of hobby.. Honestly, I'm confused and frustrated.. Should I start something new?
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I can't carry this anymore
Anxiety Support / by juicyfruit06
Last post
 August 10th, 2021
...See more I feel numb. Crying for months and still not progressing in a positive way.. I don't know what to do with my life anymore, if only leaving was that easy I have left a long time ago. My heart aches, it's getting heavier as days pass by. I can say I'm going downhill, deep inside a void. I am lost and not one of my family notices.. I wanna keep fighting but I wanna leave everything so badly..
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Anxiety Attack
Anxiety Support / by juicyfruit06
Last post
 August 2nd, 2021
...See more It's hard when you're suddenly getting attacked by anxiety in the middle of the day.. you can't even do your chores right, then here comes the mini panicking, palpitations and dizziness.. I'm currently experiencing this rn, I'm sweating much, I'm palpitating and I'm getting tired tho I'm not doing anything as of now.. I can't concentrate because of things inside my head.. I don't even understand what those are.. Can you give me advices on what I should do..?
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