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PathStep 8 Compassion hearts1,194 Forum posts164 Forum upvotes391 Current upvotes391 Age GroupTeen Last activeSeptember, 2026 Member sinceAugust 1, 2024

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It's me.^^ Moon.

My heart breakes easily.❤️‍🩹

Maybe happiness is not something to exist by itself, it is something to be created.

So I hope I would able to do so, for myself, for all.✨️

My best friend @daydreammemories💚🫂

Thank you @sweetshark09, you helped me more than you thought💜

Some of kind souls here❤️❤️

@readingtomato1234💙

@LovlydonutOnyourway🩷

@seraphicsublime09🩵

@tinywhisper11💗

I live in Iran. A war started at 13 June 2025. We're now in a ceasefire, but it may start again any time. And Iran may make the internet national, if that happens, I won't be able to reach 7cups, or rarely, with difficulties. If I disappear, it's probably because of that. I come here nearly every day. Hope for the day that peace, freedom and kindness take whole the world.

We had two other disconnections, second for some weeks and third for about 3 months. Even right now, some days after connection, our internet is not very good, and have a low speed.

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The world is so wide, but I can't feel its depth

General Support / by moonlightinnight

August 31st, 2025

Need help💔

General Support / by moonlightinnight

July 31st, 2025

...See more Hi. I'm a 15-year-old high school student. I had a friend, I call her k here, and we got close in 9th grade. She first wanted me some class notes etc (I'm mostly good in studying and thre subjects). We were in different classes. We became friends and spent time together. In 10th grade, we were in different somehow sections, I mean in the same school, k was learing for chemistry Olympics and I was learning for university entrance exam etc. Well, I expected our friendship to continue, but it was like our distance was getting more and more. I wanted to stay friends. And we were at the first of the 10th grade. Their class location was different each day so I didn't know where she is. And then, it was like the distance got more and we just said hi if we saw each other, like far friends. Later 10th grade, she came to our section. She asked me to send her the pictures of some books. I told her I will bring them so she can take pics. She didn't answer. Now that 11th grade started yesterday, she came and found me and told me that she miss me so much etc. We hugged and talked a bit. Then she asked for the notes, the books, all things we did in 10th grade so she could go up with it. I told her to text me and remind and that I would bring so she can get home take pics and bring back tomorrow. She texted me. And her messages was so warm and friendly, as much as it felt unrealistic to me. And so... uncomfortable. It was her messages... Hello, my dear, have a good time. I'm sending you a message to remind you of everything related to the tenth grade. Class exams, quizzes, semester, midterm, maze test, ... I would appreciate it if you could bring me everything you have ❤️ Like the ninth grade don't miss anything, God forbid, my dear❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I would appreciate it if you could send me today's lesson tips too ... 🤍. I brought some of them for her (they are so much and heavy). She found me and got them from me. She thanked simply. Why am I feeling like I'm being used? Why did k behave so far the previous year and only appear when she want sth? I'm the kind of person who many people ask for help. And I do, whether they are my friends or classmates or even not. So does she think wanting help is tied to get friends dishonesty? Why do I feel so bad? If I don't do, I feel guilty, if I say nothing, I would feel like I'm cheating on myself. What should I do? Should I tell her how I feel? But how? I have never done that with a friend. I'm feeling so messy. I wanna stop being used, being hurt, being seen like this. I'm tired of always struggling with saying yes or no. How should I think? What should I do?

My heart is hurt, please don't leave me alone with all the pain, with all the thoughts.

General Support / by moonlightinnight

April 12th, 2025

...See more I'm not okay. Honesty costs too much, and I don't think I am able to pay it. My heart is broken, and I don't know how to heal. I talked to my teacher. I wanted to tell her the truth, to be honest, as she always wanted us to be honest and tell things to her not to others. But now she is so upset about me. Why? Why she did that? I am hurt. And I think, did I hurt her? Did me hurt someone? I hurt someone? I never forgive myself if do sth, except telling the truth, that hurt someone. I won't. I never meant to hurt her or anything. I wanted to be honest because I thought she would accept, at least she would listen, maybe I really thought better about her, I thought the truth worth it. Does she know how deeply I am hurt? Does she know? I learned that the truth isn't wanted. The thing I never forget is, honesty costs too much. Not everyone wants to hear the truth, even if they say they want. I'll talk to her some days later and tell her what I meant. But I never forget all these. I know I could have used better words or better time or anything and I am sorry about it. I never meant bad by that. But, why? Why? Why everything is like this? If you pretend, you are good. If you be honest, you are bad. This is the world. This is life, isn't it? You are liked if you be the thing the other person wants. If not, everything changes. Does she know everything? Will she ever know? Dealing with untreated traumas and everything and a family with toxic behaviors weighs too much for me. And my great fear is becoming someone who continues the cycle that has exist here for years, always being the victim or the monster. I wish one day she understands. And for me, I wish I weren't such fragile and easily break mentally with everything. With everything. I am hurt, I am hurt, I am hurt, so badly...💔

Happy new year🌟🌺🌟🌺🌟

General Support / by moonlightinnight

March 22nd, 2025

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