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northernlights101
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PathStep 27 Compassion hearts549 Forum posts297 Forum upvotes448 Current upvotes448 Age GroupAdult Last activeJune, 2026 Member sinceOctober 23, 2023
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hello!! i am anamika. i enjoy drawing, colouring and just artwork in general! i love listening to music and singing along to it - it's like my getaway from the reality. i also do sports of all kinds, but i'm not really a professional at it.


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some doubts about littlespace
General Support / by northernlights101
Last post
 July 7th, 2025
...See more so to start with I have never seen / experienced littlespace, idk anyone who has either. i dont want to seem insensitive too, i know what it means, i just don't understand how it practically works since all my knowledge is off like articles and stuff. my biggest question is if you have an actual difference in mindset like a completely clear boundary? how does it feel to slip into that headspace? another thing, I don't understand how people text in littlespace? like I suppose you'd understand the writing style i mean. as in, I just don't get it. i understand lisp during talking, sure. but... typing? it's not like speech to text would work that way too. so they're clearly doing it on purpose. how does that even work? once again, I don't mean to be insensitive at all, I'm really sorry if my questions are hurtful, they're truly not meant to be. I'm sorry for my ignorance but i would like to learn and understand this better.
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homophobia and religious belief
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by northernlights101
Last post
 June 11th, 2025
...See more i know that there are many religions that are either blatantly against the idea of homosexuality or at least hint at it in some way. but what I don't understand is the amount of importance people choose to give it. there are people who are extremely devoted to their religion, they have strong opinions as dictated by their god and I totally understand. but if I'm not a part of your religion, or even if I was and choose not to adhere to this specific belief why am I to be hated?  at the same time, there could be many people who are religious to an extent and still have a few different opinions in certain matters. I don't understand the hate they get from their own community. to me, it feels like this hate and difference in opinion is not just based on religious belief but also people's innate character to refuse change and adapt to the current world.  there are many beliefs that have lost their credibility over time due to constant changes and developments that communities agree on. but why is it that homosexuality isn't considered positive? why is genuine love between two partners hated so much? I'll never truly understand I suppose. also, this is just a post for discussion and stuff, I would love to hear more about your opinions / experiences!!  
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just a place to vent (pls ignore!!)
Journals & Diaries / by northernlights101
Last post
 November 10th, 2025
...See more once again, please ignore!! it's just an actual diary entry.  i guess i wanted a place to be able to express myself freely and get things out of my heart whenever I feel so. i know this is anonymous and no one I know irl knows that I'm here, so it already feels a hundred times safer. besides, I hope no one opens this up cause, yeah no I'm not looking for help or anything at all. i don't feel safe using google docs or something cause my parents have access to it, so this is the safest option I have, I think. 
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porn addiction recovery (log in)
Addiction Support / by northernlights101
Last post
 3 days ago
...See more to ones who haven't seen my previous post: hello, this is a log in post to track your porn abstinence. this isn't an official event or anything, I'm just another addict trying to bring like-minded people together to help hold each other accountable. if you wish to start new, you could just follow the instructions given below! and do introduce yourself at the other post used for discussions - porn addiction recovery (discussion) - Discussion | 7 Cups [https://www.7cups.com/forum/addiction/SexandPornAddictionSupport_723/pornaddictionrecoverydiscussion_353938/?post=3850627] for more clarity you could check out my original post - porn addiction recovery - Discussion | 7 Cups [https://www.7cups.com/forum/addiction/SexandPornAddictionSupport_723/pornaddictionrecovery_353678/] how does it work?  1. on your day one, you can reply to the post by simply mentioning 'day 1 - xx/xx/xx (the date)' and as the day's progress please continue responding to yourself to create a chain with your logs only. this doesn't have to be everyday, just whenever you have the time.  2. if you miss a day, as in, end up giving in to your urges simply say 'counter reset - xx/xx/xx' or something similar but short and sweet. and continue replying the next day to your own comments, do not start a new chain, please. (this is so there aren't too many reply pages and we don't lose count easily) 3. please do not reply to another person's comments. only reply to your own comments. (just so we don't disrubt another person's logs and make it messy)  thank you for joining us in this journey!! 
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porn addiction recovery (discussion)
Addiction Support / by northernlights101
Last post
 July 1st
...See more for our new members:  hello, this is a log in post to track your porn abstinence. this isn't an official event, I'm just another addict trying to bring like-minded people together to help hold each other accountable. if you're new here, you can introduce yourself and start using the log in post to keep track of your streak!  for more info you could check out my original post - porn addiction recovery - Discussion | 7 Cups [https://www.7cups.com/forum/addiction/SexandPornAddictionSupport_723/pornaddictionrecovery_353678/] how does this work?  this is the informal post where we communicate and share our struggles in a concentrated place so we can get all the support and help we need. you can use this post in two ways -  1. use it to share your struggles, tell people how it started and how you've tried to overcome it in the past.  2. use it for when the urges hit. just as you feel like you're slipping, you can share your thoughts here, and if anyone is online, they can keep you company until the urges leave.  important thing to note: if you notice a new post / comment, please take the time to check it so you can help someone in need. try to keep people company and always stay engaged, we are all in this together.  more info: (incase I rambled too much on my original post)  so basically, we've got two posts. this post is used informally as a discussion page to make it easier for like minded people to come together and so new members have a well-built community to be able to get help easily.  the other post is made to be formal (ideally) so you can use it neatly to update and keep track of your goals. pretty please only reply once and continue creating a thread by replying to yourself only (if not, too many extra replies will cause a lot of reply pages to open, and that'll be very difficult) and even if you need to start over please continue in the same reply chain only.  and also, don't reply or motivate anyone on there, please! that's what we can use this post for :) 
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porn addiction recovery
Addiction Support / by northernlights101
Last post
 June 7th
...See more hey guys, so i was thinking of like gathering a small group of people who are struggling with the same (myself included) and like hold each other accountible, if that makes sense? as of now i only understand porn addiction, tbh so this might be a little bit of a narrow spectrum. but if you're interested please reply to this post so that i can tag you in the next one!  it'll be on 7cups only, dont worry. and i dont have any leadership roles or anything, so this is nothing official, just another addict trying to recover basically. and yeah, just a group of friends motivating each other, i think. so if you find this post and know more people, then do let them know about this!!  the basic idea i have for this is - there will be two separate posts. first post will be for everyday logging (or at least as often as you find the time) so you reply once, with 'day 1 successful' or something and then reply to yourself to add the following days (we cant have sperate replies every single time cause that'll push the newer replies to the back / onto the next page) if you break the chain, you can simply say 'today was hard and ill be back on track tomorrow' or something? so this post will be like a very strict logbook kinda deal.  the second post will be for normal and casual chatting and specifically for when the urges hit. you can just log in and post something about the urges perhaps and if anyone's online they could keep you company for a bit to help you with them (this works cause any post with a reply will pop up to the top of the community page so you need to check it whenever it's there in case someone needs company) you can also share your struggles in one place, let people know how / why this became a problem and about all the measures you've taken for it, something like that, so it's more in one place and has more accessibility, basically.  that's all i've got for now, if anyone's interested, please do let me know!! 
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cbse class 12 results in india (rant)
General Support / by northernlights101
Last post
 May 15th, 2025
...See more i just got my results today and I'm absolutely devastated, I didn't even touch 80 percentage, I'm so upset. i used to be really good at studies until grade 10 (scored 95 percentage then) and this year was such a major drop. my parents are very disappointed as well, my mom cried too, it made me so sad. i quite literally refused any help from them, told them I can do it better and didn't take up any requests for tutors cause I was just a self-centred idiot, I suppose. or at least that's what they say, and my results have convinced me to believe them, I guess.  a lot of my friends did better, most of my mom's friends' children did so so so much better (like touched 95 percentage better) and I hate comparing myself but then again, how much worse could I be, you know? if I couldn't get something decent enough, then the fault has to be on my side, right? i genuinely expected around 85-ish percentage, I think? but I was never confident enough to actually tell that to my parents, because what if I didn't?  i was super distracted the entire time. i spent time on like roblox, twt and stuff like that, I don't even know how time slipped, it was that bad. i didn't do any better in school, but my school was known to be stricter, and yet I scored if anything, lesser than what I did in school. my mom is in the same education industry, and she's now blaming herself for not looking into my studies better and stuff. i was never serious enough, I always took it up too lightly. i could simply just not study at all. i would have my book open, sit in my designated spot and still not focus. i do one page and somehow convince myself to do something else and enjoy my life.  i got into this college but its super expensive. it had an entrance exam and based on my ranking I was supposed to get my fee structure, so naturally I messed that up too. now the fees is too high (affordable, but I'm just upset I could've done better) and I attempted jee mains once got like 48 percentile, like where do I even start with that? that is just simply pathetic. i acted like I didn't care in front of my parents because I struggle with showing my emotions to them. i gave so many excuses wow. then I attempted neet, which was my first option since forever, and of course I manage to mess that up too. i didn't even attempt half the questions. i made my mom spend for a two year program in aakash for this (which I didn't attend properly either, because I'm too egoistic to admit I just didn't understand what was going on and refused to work on it) and neet is quite literally no longer an option.  i wanted to try for architecture, but I didn't know my board marks are considered for this calculation? and since I royally messed up my boards, even if I get a centum (which has quite literally never happened before since its based on like creativity) I probably wont get into my desired college. and the course doesnt have too much demand in the workforce (college has high demand) due to the increase in AI. so I'm not willing to spend not a single penny over the merit quota I can get through nata.   and above all this, my father is currently unemployed. he's been trying for literal months and nothing has been helping him. I'm from a middle class family, I quite literally cant afford anything I would get into because of my scores. we don't have much saved up, and my parents said they would only let me go to these specific colleges for architecture and if I don't get in, then I just don't.  I'm so done with myself. what do I even work on after this?  also, please don't offer comments about how 'you did good' or 'it doesnt matter on the long run' because it matters now and I'm upset cause what do I even do? 
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