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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 May 20th, 2025

to ones who haven't seen my previous post:

hello, this is a log in post to track your porn abstinence. this isn't an official event or anything, I'm just another addict trying to bring like-minded people together to help hold each other accountable. if you wish to start new, you could just follow the instructions given below! and do introduce yourself at the other post used for discussions - porn addiction recovery (discussion) - Discussion | 7 Cups

for more clarity you could check out my original post - porn addiction recovery - Discussion | 7 Cups


how does it work? 

1. on your day one, you can reply to the post by simply mentioning 'day 1 - xx/xx/xx (the date)' and as the day's progress please continue responding to yourself to create a chain with your logs only. this doesn't have to be everyday, just whenever you have the time. 

2. if you miss a day, as in, end up giving in to your urges simply say 'counter reset - xx/xx/xx' or something similar but short and sweet. and continue replying the next day to your own comments, do not start a new chain, please. (this is so there aren't too many reply pages and we don't lose count easily)

3. please do not reply to another person's comments. only reply to your own comments. (just so we don't disrubt another person's logs and make it messy) 

thank you for joining us in this journey!! 

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 May 20th, 2025

05/19/25 Day 9

This is my first post to track abstinence from porn. I committed hard 9 days ago. I searched for support books, I found this forum, i deleted temptations, i changed lifestyle habits, and i find ways to serve others... and its working!

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 May 21st, 2025

5/21/25 Day 11

Had more alone time today than normal. Felt some doubt, or some just a quick peek wont hurt kind of thoughts. Deep breaths, suppressed those fleeting thoughts. Remembered what my motivation is. And continued my day clean.

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 May 22nd, 2025

5/22/25 Day 12

Staying busy. It helps. Still have occasional urges. But ive made it hard to access anything, so clean i remain.

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 May 22nd, 2025

5/22/25 Day 12

Staying busy. It helps. Still have occasional urges. But ive made it hard to access anything, so clean i remain.

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 May 25th, 2025

5/24/25 Day 14

2 weeks! It feels good, i feel healthy. There is still some degree of temptation, especially in stressful times. But its not near as bad as the first few days. Still strong!

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 May 26th, 2025

5/25/25

Day 15 check

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 May 29th, 2025

5/28/25

Day 18

Havent felt much temptation lately.

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 May 30th, 2025

5/29/25

Day 19

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 June 1st, 2025

5/31/25

Day 21

3 weeks. Occassionally i just have random urges. Lot of test on self control. Its a good thing i removed easy access.

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 June 3rd, 2025

6/3/25

Day 24. Life is better without porn. But its not always easy. Heres to keeping up the fight!

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 June 6th, 2025

6/5/25

Day 26. Ive been so busy i havent had time to think about this. And you know what, it feels good, to be tired from working and living life.

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 June 8th, 2025

6/7/25

Day 28

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 June 11th, 2025

6/11/25

Day 32. I can do this, but move ahead wary of dangerous territory.

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 June 18th, 2025

6/17/25

Day 38.

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 June 20th, 2025

6/19/25

40 days!

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 June 29th, 2025

6/28/25

49 Days!

I dont think about porn anymore. I dont impulsively search for it to get myself off. I have a healthy headspace. I reduced my screen time. I read physical books. I have a healthy relationship. Im not promising everything to anyone. But i do know for years me promising myself i would stop never lasted long. I finally had the proper motivation, researched strategies to deal, and found somewhere to express my challenges. Its working for me. If you're serious, let me give you some suggestions. Its possible

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 July 4th, 2025

7/3/25

54 days

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 July 7th, 2025

7/6/25

57 Days

What else can i do to better myself? This feels good. I can do hard things.

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 July 9th, 2025

7/9/25

60 Days! *** ya!

User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 July 9th, 2025

7/9/25

60 Days! *** ya!

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 July 17th, 2025

7/17/25

68 days.

Change requires sacrifice, and self reflection. But its worth the time and effort to become who you want to be.

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 July 23rd, 2025

7/22/25

73 days

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 July 24th, 2025

7/23/25

74 days. I just realized that i had been searching for that pesky itch to scratch. I thought i had buried it after all this time. But its still there waiting for a weak moment. Time to reestablish my fortitude. I have healthy outlets. I have motivation worth living right for. I can do hard things.

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 August 6th, 2025

8/6/25

87 days

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 August 19th, 2025

100 freakin days! Man that feels good! Ive been a little off here, which is probably a good sign that life moves on and this becomes less necessary. But i still would like to help anyone out there needing advice. You can do it. Dont worry about small backslides. You are strong!

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User Profile: patientApricot3390
patientApricot3390 August 26th, 2025

Congratulations bro it's a big achievement and my dream as well but I'm facing so many challenges, low self-esteem, will power is zero and mood swings

User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 September 7th, 2025

8/7/25

119 days. Once my motivation became clear, i realized i couldnt afford to mess up. I found books to help, i realized there were patterns i needed to change. Replace poor screen time habits and accept that i needed help. Then made those changes and even tho there were hard tempting days, i didnt break. You guys can do this. Keep fighting every day!

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User Profile: greenplyer
greenplyer July 7th, 2025

Hello Mr.Feathered, your journey is inspiring and its so nice to see someone breaking free from this terrible, self destroying addiction. pls do give suggestions as im trying to stop it for good but dont know the right path to do so.

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User Profile: TheSavaroon
TheSavaroon August 28th, 2025

How an earth do you deal with the urges which can be immense at times !! ??

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 September 30th, 2025

Replace it with something positive. Remove all triggers. Read books about overcoming porn addiction. U can do it. But not overnight.

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 November 24th, 2025

Reset i had a few bad days and it tore my resolve down. Im recommiting. Building up a strong defense. Its technically been several days clean since but i need an accountable restart. So day 1.

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 November 25th, 2025

11/24/25

Day 2. Deleted all distracting apps.

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 November 25th, 2025

Day 3. I appreciate northern lights for making this forum. Im not sure anyone wants to follow this but as an individual its nice to have a place to tally the days.

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 November 27th, 2025

Day 4

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 December 1st, 2025

Day 8

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 December 4th, 2025

Day 11

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 December 6th, 2025

Day 14

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 December 10th, 2025

Day 17

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 December 12th, 2025

Day 19

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 December 18th, 2025

Day 25

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 December 21st, 2025

28

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 December 23rd, 2025

30 days!

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 December 28th, 2025

35 days

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 January 2nd

40 Days

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 January 11th

49 Days

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 January 16th

54 days

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 January 22nd

59 Days. Who's with me?

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 January 29th

66 days 😈

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 February 14th

82 Days

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 February 22nd

90 days!

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User Profile: FeatheredSerpent33
FeatheredSerpent33 February 27th

95

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User Profile: intuitivePine4299
intuitivePine4299 July 17th, 2025

7/17/2025 - I have been busy and good today

User Profile: MartisHasta
MartisHasta July 30th, 2025

Sounds great. Are you still clean?

User Profile: MartisHasta
MartisHasta July 30th, 2025

Sounds great. Are you still clean?

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP May 21st, 2025

day 1 - 21/05/25 

today wasn't bad, I'm pretty confident this time :)

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP May 22nd, 2025

day 2 - 22/05/25 

still strong :)

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP May 24th, 2025

day 3 - 23/05/25

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP May 24th, 2025

day 4 - 24/05/25

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP May 25th, 2025

day 5 - 25/05/25

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP May 26th, 2025

reset - i ended up doing it cause I was too anxious about this presentation I have today :( so back to square one now.

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP May 28th, 2025

reset x 2 - 27/05/25 didnt get to do anything today as well 

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP May 28th, 2025

day 1 - 28/05/25 

starting fresh again!!

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP May 29th, 2025

day 2 - 29/05/25

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP May 30th, 2025

reset - 30/05/25

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP May 31st, 2025

day 1 - 31/05/25

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP June 1st, 2025

reset - 01/06/25

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP June 3rd, 2025

day 1 - 03/05/25 

everything that can go wrong has gone wrong, so I have nothing to be anxious for lol. so let's get this new record!! 

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP June 6th, 2025

day 2 - 04/04/25

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP June 6th, 2025

day 3 - 05/05/25

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP June 6th, 2025

reset - 06/06/25 (forgot we were in june for previous posts lol)

when i was told progress isnt linear, i didnt think it would be this inconsistent omg this is exhausting 

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP June 8th, 2025

day 1 - 07/06/25

lets get it guys

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP June 9th, 2025

day 2 - 08/06/25

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP June 10th, 2025

reset - 10/06/25 

i finally figured out the pattern, not going to the gym makes me relapse. so imma go to the gym everyday from now on, have to regardless of the circumstances.

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP June 15th, 2025

day 1 - 15/06/25 

starting new today. hopefully i last longer this time.

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP July 2nd, 2025

01/07/25 - day 1

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP July 2nd, 2025

day 2 - 02/07/25 

hopefully i can do better this time

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP July 3rd, 2025

day 3 - 03/07/35 

had a mild slip, but was overall okay

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP July 4th, 2025

day 4 - 04/07/25

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP July 6th, 2025

day 6 - 06/07/25

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP July 8th, 2025

day 7 - 07/07/25

didnt feel it at all today, i didnt realise i even had this trouble until the end, it was so weird. i guess i just got distracted super fast

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP July 8th, 2025

day 8 - 08/07/25 

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP July 10th, 2025

day 10 - 10/07/25

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP July 11th, 2025

day 11 - 11/07/25

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP July 12th, 2025

day 12 - 12/07/25

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP July 13th, 2025

day 13 - 13/07/25

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP July 15th, 2025

reset 😭 - 15/07/25 

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP August 16th, 2025

reset - 16/08/2025

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP November 10th, 2025

day 1 - 10/11/2025

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User Profile: northernlights101
northernlights101 OP November 15th, 2025

reset.

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User Profile: amicableox0685
amicableox0685 June 6th, 2025

Yesterday was my reset day. Today would be starting day 2 later tonight. I've got some heavy things to deal with financially like possibly having to pay 14k for damages to the unit I'm in. Hoping that the landlord approves the replacements we agreed to.

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User Profile: amicableox0685
amicableox0685 June 8th, 2025

@amicableox0685

Day-4

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User Profile: adorablechick
adorablechick June 7th, 2025

day 1 -7/6/25

ive recently found this page, hopefully it can keep me accountable and try to cure my addiction 🫶🫶

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User Profile: adorablechick
adorablechick June 18th, 2025

reset-18/06/25

time to lock in

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User Profile: adorablechick
adorablechick June 23rd, 2025

reset - 23/6/25

unfortunately got back into it. hopefully i’ll have a stronger resolve next time 

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User Profile: adorablechick
adorablechick January 21st

@adorablechick

day 1 - 21/1/26

new year new me am i right? 

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User Profile: patientWalker1658
patientWalker1658 June 28th, 2025

Day 1 06/27/25

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User Profile: patientWalker1658
patientWalker1658 June 30th, 2025

day 3 06/30/25

Starting to have struggles

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User Profile: jarfold416
jarfold416 June 28th, 2025

Hey, I am a newbie; been trying to fight this on my own and it doesn’twork. I am so grateful to have a safe place to have support and accountability.

Day 1 clean, so far.

June 28, 2025.

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User Profile: jarfold416
jarfold416 June 30th, 2025

Day 2 clean.

June 29, 2025.

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User Profile: patientWalker1658
patientWalker1658 June 30th, 2025

We got this lets lockin

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User Profile: jarfold416
jarfold416 June 30th, 2025

Yes we do : ) Keep up the good work, @patientWalker1658

Day 3 clean!

June 30, 2025.

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User Profile: jarfold416
jarfold416 July 2nd, 2025

Day 4 clean.

Rough day and I feel like a terrible person, but made it through. Hope you all do, too.

July 1, 2025.

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User Profile: jarfold416
jarfold416 July 8th, 2025

@jarfold416

Day 10 clean.

Feeling tempted. I don't want to give in, but it's like this glass breaking inside my head. Empty, but I can't get it out, or find all the pieces, I just feel them and until I dig them all out, I won't feel free. But digging them out takes a lot of it with me. Digging them out is what brought me here so I just sit in invisible shards of glass.

July 7, 2025.

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User Profile: jarfold416
jarfold416 July 18th, 2025

@jarfold416

Day 20 clean.

July 17, 2025.

Been a pretty good week. Focusing more on other, healthier things, especially not seeking male attention. And found a therapist I feel safe with.

Hope you're all staying safe and well.

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User Profile: jarfold416
jarfold416 July 26th, 2025

@jarfold416

Day 28 clean. 

Not feeling great but not tempted either.

How are you doing out there?

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User Profile: Dhusubdkan
Dhusubdkan July 17th, 2025

Day 10

17/07/25

User Profile: MartisHasta
MartisHasta July 30th, 2025

Hi, I'm been struggling with masturbation and porn use and recently logged into chat sites. I've researched a lot and understand what's lead me to this and I am really motivated to never do it again. The best I've done is 6 days before a relapse and I'm currently on day 2. I'm going to log my progress here and would love to have an accountability partner. Day 2 and feeling good today!

User Profile: helloNest2675
helloNest2675 July 31st, 2025

07/30/25

Day 0, I came here because I recognized this as a real problem. I need someone to help keep me accountable but I'm scared of asking the people close to me.

User Profile: calmSquare9040
calmSquare9040 August 6th, 2025

08/06/25 day 1