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prisongraveyard
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im 14 and i barely use this app unless i rlly need to vent sometimes they/he

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rant
Personality Disorders Support / by prisongraveyard
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 May 19th, 2021
...See more my ex and i broke up recently. she was someone w whom my bpd symptoms acted up a lot. and now idk how exactly i feel abt her i just keep going from missing her so much one moment to absolutely hating the next. and most of the time this happens continuously so im just constantly going back and forth and its so draining and idk what to do.
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difficulties w fp
Personality Disorders Support / by prisongraveyard
Last post
 May 27th, 2021
...See more i havent been diagnosed w bpd but ive done a lot of research and its like someone has just described my entire life to me. im trying to go see a doctor so i can get diagnosed and maybe get professional help but i dont think i’ll be able to. i feel very ashamed of having bpd, cus of the ‘bad thoughts’ i get. my fp is my ex gf and she has depression so sometimes she disappears for a few days and doesn’t respond to my texts, despite being online. i know what thats like and i tried my best to be supportive but since she was my fp, she was like the center of my universe and without her, i felt like nothing. i didnt even feel like my own person, i was so defined by her. so when the person i literally revolved around went away for a few days i would get panicky and eventually the fear of abandonment took over and i broke up w her. the worst part is that i probably made her feel guilty for not responding to me when it was my bpd making everything difficult. and now shes gone and i just ... feel so aimless.
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hope??? idk
Personality Disorders Support / by prisongraveyard
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 May 27th, 2021
...See more is it possible to create meaningful relationships—especially w ur fp—if u have bpd?? ive just recently found out i have it and its been next to impossible trying to hold on knowing that this will never go away.
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panicking at school
Anxiety Support / by prisongraveyard
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 April 20th, 2021
...See more everything has just been so hard and offline school starting again is making it harder. yesterday was my first day and i had to fight off panic attacks at least 6 times and i kept randomly crying in the middle of classes. thankfully, i was wearing a mask so no one could see. i also had trouble breathing. everyone else just seemed to be so ... okay. like they had no idea i felt like i was going to pass out and that i felt suffocated and like i was about to pass out. they were just chilling and doing schoolwork. and my girlfriend hardly even paid attention to me. even when i tried to speak to people, i guess i was too quiet? cause they all ignored me, like outright. i would say something and no one would even look at me or bat an eyelash. and that just made everything worse.
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