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purpleBlueberry7441
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First Anxiety Attack
Anxiety Support / by purpleBlueberry7441
Last post
 November 6th, 2021
...See more hello. so i cleaned out my closet and needed to get rid of things. i went to plato’s closet just now and it wasn’t even that bad, everyone was doing their own thing and the girl was really nice, but i started shaking like crazy. i have never had that happen to me with my anxiety and someone told me once that it’s probably because when i get anxious, i leave the situation. this time, i was nervous to go in, but forced myself to because i’m trying to get over it, and now i can’t stop shaking. is it possible i had a mild anxiety attack?
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Long distance- part 2
Relationship Stress / by purpleBlueberry7441
Last post
 November 3rd, 2021
...See more hi, it’s me again. i posted another one of these the other day and just wanted to update because my heart is aching again. i can’t stop stalking this girl’s account that i feel is getting close to my boyfriend. he went back and liked all of her posts the other day (i noticed because the day before, he had only liked one), including one with her a** showing. she liked all of his posts as well. again, i am nowhere to be found on his accounts because he deleted everything that was regarding me, including posts i had commented on. i don’t know if she knows he has a girlfriend, idk if he’s told her. but i felt like it was really disrespectful that she asked him to take pictures of her in her inappropriate halloween costume, if she did know about me. if not, that’s a whole different issue. i have talked to him about it, he basically says nothing is going on and he liked her posts cause she liked all of his. when i brought up the a** picture, he said he didn’t pay attention to what he was liking.. mhmm. but like i was saying, i can’t stop stalking and i noticed she posted a picture yesterday and of course he liked it… i am currently contemplating following her just so she knows about me and hopefully stops, but when i saw that post, i might’ve liked it for a few seconds so maybe she would see my name in her feed and do some stalking of her own. i have never been the jealous type, but i feel like there needs to be more boundaries with her and if this continues (cause they’re also hanging out) i’m gonna feel like texting her myself, which probably won’t be a good move, simply because i don’t wanna look crazy. i guess i’m just here to rant because i can’t do this anymore, it’s driving me crazy and i don’t have anyone to talk to. oh yeah, he also stopped commenting on my posts. he liked my most recent one, yet posted a picture of their cars and they were going back and forth in the comment section i just totally feel like i don’t matter right now.. especially cause he’s been ignoring my messages and he has been seeing her on campus, at parties, and apparently photo shoots with just the two of them.
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Long distance heartbreak
Relationship Stress / by purpleBlueberry7441
Last post
 November 1st, 2021
...See more I’ve been with my boyfriend for only 4 months. I met him when he was living in my state but he moved to another state for college and it was going pretty well (i thought). he started acting weird with me like 3 weeks ago: completely ignoring me but being active on social media, constantly out with friends until 2-3 in the morning, hardly talking to me at all throughout the day. i just discovered he hung out with this girl and she was wearing her halloween costume, (not necessarily appropriate) and I told him how I felt and he acted apologetic, then told me he was gonna go do something and hasn’t texted me again. I decided to stalk his account and found out they’ve been hanging out and he’s been liking her posts; he then posted pictures of their cars and they’re being pretty flirty (in my eyes) in the comment section.. he deleted the pictures of mine and his cars together. so now he has a picture of their cars, and I’m nowhere to be found. He also took off the pictures of himself that I had commented on. I have literally nobody to talk to anymore because I feel like I’m being so annoying and I just feel so alone. I don’t know what to do anymore.
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