Long distance- part 2

hi, it’s me again. i posted another one of these the other day and just wanted to update because my heart is aching again. i can’t stop stalking this girl’s account that i feel is getting close to my boyfriend. he went back and liked all of her posts the other day (i noticed because the day before, he had only liked one), including one with her a** showing. she liked all of his posts as well. again, i am nowhere to be found on his accounts because he deleted everything that was regarding me, including posts i had commented on. i don’t know if she knows he has a girlfriend, idk if he’s told her. but i felt like it was really disrespectful that she asked him to take pictures of her in her inappropriate halloween costume, if she did know about me. if not, that’s a whole different issue. i have talked to him about it, he basically says nothing is going on and he liked her posts cause she liked all of his. when i brought up the a** picture, he said he didn’t pay attention to what he was liking.. mhmm. but like i was saying, i can’t stop stalking and i noticed she posted a picture yesterday and of course he liked it… i am currently contemplating following her just so she knows about me and hopefully stops, but when i saw that post, i might’ve liked it for a few seconds so maybe she would see my name in her feed and do some stalking of her own. i have never been the jealous type, but i feel like there needs to be more boundaries with her and if this continues (cause they’re also hanging out) i’m gonna feel like texting her myself, which probably won’t be a good move, simply because i don’t wanna look crazy. i guess i’m just here to rant because i can’t do this anymore, it’s driving me crazy and i don’t have anyone to talk to.

oh yeah, he also stopped commenting on my posts. he liked my most recent one, yet posted a picture of their cars and they were going back and forth in the comment section i just totally feel like i don’t matter right now.. especially cause he’s been ignoring my messages and he has been seeing her on campus, at parties, and apparently photo shoots with just the two of them.