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raspberryhoney3
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PathStep 8 Compassion hearts32 Forum posts7 Forum upvotes20 Current upvotes20 Age GroupTeen Last activeApril, 2026 Member sinceJanuary 10, 2026
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im just trynna live

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oh gosh
Self-Harm Recovery / by raspberryhoney3
Last post
 March 20th
...See more i want to relapse so bad. ive been clean for 3 years now. the only reason i dont is because i want to keep the streak but i dont even deserve the streak anyways. i never actually quit sh, i just changed my methods and hoped it didnt count. i only count the way i started but now all i want is to do it again, nothing else brought me the same comfort. idk what to do anymore im so close
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help
Relationship Stress / by raspberryhoney3
Last post
 March 5th
...See more my bf genuinely is getting pulled into the mindset i used to have. dont care, hopeless, passed off as acceptance. fueled by self doubt and fear. fear of vulnerability and reaction. as well as trying to accept it alone. this mindset genuinely almost killed me. not sarcastically or dramatically, like i genuinely tried to commit and sh. but the thing is he doesn’t want to tell me anything i’ve reassured him and been there for him for months and he is scared of my reaction. i’ve done nothing but be supportive. he gave up on me emotionally. i’m scared hes gonna leave me soon
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whywhywhywhy
Self-Harm Recovery / by raspberryhoney3
Last post
 February 17th
...See more i just want to feel something again. if not this then what? ive got nothing. its been 3 years, the guilt will stay anyways so whats the point?
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Self-Esteem / by raspberryhoney3
Last post
 March 6th
...See more i wish i could be everything people say i am. im not even remotely good enough to be in anyones life. im so tired of hating myself, i want it to be over.
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idek anymore
Relationship Stress / by raspberryhoney3
Last post
 January 29th
...See more for so long ive been suppressing how i feel with my bf. i dont want to be rude or make him seem terrible, but hes so sensitive all the time and constantly blames himself for everything and im getting tired of it. and i cant even tell him how i feel about it or other things because hes always trying to blame himself and he starts to cry. and all i want is so reassurance but all i do is reassure him. his constant blame and insecurity makes me feel like im not allowed to feel bad about things because hes gonna take it the wrong way. also whenever i speak i always seem to be saying something wrong, the tone is a little off, or im just not “normal”. and i always feel like he doesnt want to talk to me because hes always telling me to go to sleep instead of talking to him, then cries saying it feels like i dont wanna talk to him 🫩. plus whenever i stop talking it call it goes completely silent, he never has anything to contribute to the conversation..
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the cause
Self-Esteem / by raspberryhoney3
Last post
 January 22nd
...See more i think the whole reason I became this way was because of self awareness. and thats the worst part, i genuinely hate who i am as a person. its not just how i look, but how i act, i hate the sound of my own voice yet i still hear it in my head, i hate how i perceive myself and everything around me. how am i supposed to fix this?
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winging it
Depression Support / by raspberryhoney3
Last post
 January 10th
...See more i know something isnt right with me. i never been professionally diagnosed with any type of mental illness, but this is the only thing i know im relative to. i dont know how much longer i can hold myself up anymore, i feel so rejected. ive spend years being what this place calls a listener and i feel like i have had no one listen to me. 
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