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rationalKiwi8421
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OCD is ruining my life
OCD & Related Behaviors / by rationalKiwi8421
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...See more OCD consumes everything in my life I can barely talk to anyone or do anything due to this I try to talk to my friends but if they dont respond I get a terrible compulsion to delete everything and its so awkward for my friends and I feel terrible. And I keep seeing sad videos online which are probably fake but they stick in my head and I use videos to distract me. My ocd is so bad it makes me feel like I cant breathe. I just dont know how long I can do this for this is terrible it ruins everything I have all my friends leave me because of my stupid compulsions
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!TW! I feel so invalid.
Depression Support / by rationalKiwi8421
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 1 day ago
...See more I have struggled with my mental health my whole life, but I didnt really know I was struggling until about 14. I have been depressed since 11. I am 18 now and I struggle with self harm, but its only cat scratches and I have never attempted. Im just too chicken to do anything serious. I dont care if I die but I dont want other people to judge me. I just feel so invalid not having done anything serious like ok ur just playing it up 🥲 I also got told on once to a teacher and it was very upsetting and traumatic so I never want it to happen again so im afraid of doing something serious and having to alert someone. I told my parents id stop but I just can't. I just see so many people have attempted and I feel like if my life was really this bad why would I not do it if I wasnt faking? I dont know if any of this makes sense I just would like it off my chest. Thanks
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