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scorpioNov
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts41 Forum posts7 Forum upvotes14 Current upvotes14 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2026 Member sinceApril 8, 2024
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My mom is dying, my family stonewalled me. 💔
Grief & Loss / by scorpioNov
Last post
 24 hours ago
...See more I don’t even know how to put this pain into words anymore. My mother is dying of cancer, and I’ve been trying so hard to help her. I spent countless nights researching treatments, doctors, and clinical trials because I couldn’t bear the thought of losing her without trying. Now I feel completely shut out of her care by my own family. I’m heartbroken. I feel betrayed, helpless, and overwhelmed with grief. I know I didn’t handle every moment perfectly, when I found out about the group chats and conference meeting that my cousins were invited to but I was left out, I started to feel racing thoughts and high emotions and cussed everyone out! 😔😔😔 my mom said she didn’t want me left out but my sister blocked me from everything, yesterday was the worst birthday I’ve had…. I cried, because I’m just waiting for my mom to die.. I researched so many ways. I found her a cancer institute near me, and I offered her to come live with me in which she said that would be great. everything I did came from loving my mother and wanting to help her. I’m not looking for judgment or arguments. I just need someone to listen, because I’m hurting more than I know how to explain. 💔
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Venting it out (trigger warning)
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by scorpioNov
Last post
 October 14th, 2024
...See more I’m so tired, I’ve thought about checking myself into a hospital. I’m tired of hearing a voice shout at me things I won’t discuss out of respect for you guys who may be dealing with the same. I’m getting these nightmares every single night. I've always felt that people are trying to harm me in some way for a long time now. Everything and anything odd like a car parked out in front of the house to checking my car for microphones. I’m just so tired. I wish I had friends, or someone who could just understand. I never want to be a burden so I’ve kept all this to myself, until recently I decided to talk with a doctor. I’m in this new job and feeling zero optimism. There are times where I feel nothing at all, and I’m just staring at a computer screen. I’m struggling and could really use some advice or support you guys. 😔
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Struggling…
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by scorpioNov
Last post
 April 10th, 2024
...See more I’ve been hearing a voice since I was a kid… it used to be much friendlier… as of late it’s just been threatening me and telling me what to do. I’ve been trying to get help… but I feel like I’m struggling. I have a problem with trust and I have a lot of anxiety. I never wanted to open up about this due to fear but as of late I just really need support and help. I don’t know what to do.
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